LIBERATED SOUL

Development neuro psychiatry is a master bio-physiological phenomenon which produces such neuro-bio-molecular masses that govern the inner psyche

In the simple words it is the womb environment which puts the foundation how we have to struggle our live environment for a large part of the life

the equation is not arithmetic but geometrical in intent but its not straight as the bio- reactions are bi-polar in their content and direction

well!! scientific explanation may not be so simple to understand and far more difficult in its clinical aspects as we hardly know how to manoeuvre these molecules in desired directions

moreover we hardly know what are the desired directions

Science is too naive at this point of juncture

well!!
psychological part of liberated soil is too conventional and subjective
primarily it's more mundane and socio-environmental to any thing like above referred jargons

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LIBERATED SOUL

INSPITE of my best possible know how of the scientific world
vacuum haunts me like never before

the query is simple
who is the liberated soul

I recluse in writing with an empirical source of one of my office colleague, whom I hardly know a bit
probably that's the only truth which gives a chance to relate me to outer world
Inner one is hell turbulent

whether science has a reply to my query at all
I do wonder at the theological aspects
I hardly have left one to have a glimpse of their interiors
they happen to lag behind faithfully to the extent as if they are dummy heads around

is there a reply at all
I wonder at my heart

I recluse sometimes on such beauties as shown here
but this is not my cup of tea
I simply hate the fan phenomenon

Is there no liberated soul as such
And we wander
from one set of loci to anther

may be true
but truth is not palatable to the haughty soul
that's the plausible reason
why we remain non liberated soul around

may be
one day come
I find one

but what constitutes a liberated soul
I ask myself

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DOTTED AMBITIONS

It probably seems my univ days metamorphosed in nanonic reality crunch around me
I learnt and forgot the major chunk
the reason was the heavy headed knowledge is too unwieldy
and of no practical usage

the Nature is too unpredictable
for itself too
the 'monsoonic' trends are probably not in its manoeuvre

I find the reality all around

but the struggle goes on
with or without a meaning at all
that's what I found at my univ

mega concepts transforming into micro
and exact contrary taking its own mammoth

sometimes I wonder
is the knowledge is at all useful

the ongoing research of particulate physics at a mega project at borders of Germany and France may put some light to my queries

days and night
I ask again
how this is going to change the reality crunch

I know
the reality is infinite undefined

that's what I have learned
while with you
without you

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BUBBLES WITH NEURONS

Every moment at work
a lot demanding hype
tit bits of the yore
and your presence
in the mirror of my face

some say something
others with difference

but I am a lost ghost around
looking for aliens world
with fashionable world
so to suit my world

at a few steps
you're busy with your key pad
probably dictating your nerves
let's do what is best bets for the day

I search thro' my eyes
what's there that
I recognise
day after day

but perfection is not there
of your exotic "Yeah"
and my time
with different solicit

I work hard
for another moment

on parallel lines

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TITHERED BUBBLES

SILENCE with no desires
at my nerves

is that the ideal perfection

I ask a lot
with no reply

I know reply is itself non-existential
at the face value

but its not the way
the Nature has evolved
my scientific soul comes out its sleep

fascination with slow motion of live
running the bio-clock
is too abstract to achieve

may be achieving high heights
its the purpose of scientific evolution
at the hands of Nature

so is me


looking for your aura
near and around me

with or without
a purpose, worth the sample

I ask myself
so much
with no reply

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fly with bubbles

my house isn't that beautiful
my heart is
if you find a chance
come and see
you'll get more astonished
as ever before

my eyes are sleepy
with the tomorrow crunch
at my nerves

but me
talk before
my eyes succumb
with the thorny bed
I have over the time

when you shall come

roses may not get promised
but my heart shall

if you'll visit

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exotic yes

at my univ
the ubiquitous phrase ran the lips like this
the asses goad the beauties around with their all manufactured smiles and offerings. When the beauty has had enough of the fuss, one day a black horse comes and vanishes with the beauty for unknown horizons

I got miscall from someone (other than the promos) while at my farm
I somehow concluded it might be you only
I checked back thrice ( I hardly pick a miscall )
One Mr Rajiv with a possessive voice responded back

I thought the univ phenomenon has occurred with me too magnanimous
I simply cut short with formal converse

my heart asks
why the hell so thins around
I smile back at the question itself

the reason is simple

it occurs too often
I know a lot
but all of no use

eves generally bring
what I disdain to write clear

again the reason is simple

I am scared off the univ phenomenon

however I have never forgotten the great study of Charles Darwin
" It's the female who plays the vital role far against to the much believed of otherwise".

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OBESE OBSESSION

CHILD at my heart
it's not happy with me
and says
hell!! with your " source: shipra.v"
it frowns at me
you silly around
leave the fuss behind
why can't you understand

you are a better world
and don't need an inspiration
at all

I keep my calm
my fingers catch you so accidentally
at your orkut

I wonder again

may be I know a lot
to be washed away
at the other moment

I know
life is incomplete
all the time
with or without

but why and how
the obsessions serve a part
if at all

I search my brain

Instead of finding a reply
I land at
plethora of non-sense around

I fall back
again
on your obsessions

and child at my heart
frowns back
starring at my face

you're a damn difficult

it's shrill voice reverberates
in the skies around
near my heart

with your tit-bits
resonating with smiles

I negotiate to make out
which one to accept

the child at my heart
or the otherwise

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THE OMNISCENT CHANGE

HOW many of us know
what is happening at the alter of time

probably next gen may know
as time runs fast enough to find step in step
only with next gen
as the present is too heavy to accept the change

Iran is epitomic reality to prove the point

the loss of face
the reality crunch
and the sacrifice
system takes a heavy toll
may be it indirectly is a heavy roller of scavenger
that has act too monotonous

Indian scenario is stingy with its reverse change
a hitherto unknown faculty throughout the world
the stingy reservation and opportunistic cast aura

the volcano is in making
United States of America has the ultimate hope
in young and next gen

let the institutionalisation take the American way
but when it will happen

next gen shall know

till such time
the system shall behave like big shark
to swallow in tons
the beautiful buds
around

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LOST FIGURES

Its rare to find computer games with lasting exuberant feels
so is with thins around
may be at work the discipline factor fetches a relevance till 5.30hrs

what makes my heart to stick at your thoughts
I struggle thro' my know how

may be
one day
I'll be able to purchase the magnolias
for your Himalayan hair

whether
that's the only eventuality
for such a lasting effort
I ask myself
while goading me
not to search you at orkut
as
nothin is for me

adding numbers of visitors
its too monotonous

whether
I write
in that vainfull way
I ask my heart

till
the other moments
bring
a shallow of thoughts

too usual
as my feels
with the vacuum

day and night
I look for
a moment
and ask my heart

visualising you
somewhere
at CP's corridors

but why CP
may be I've lost too much
in search of my being
near and around

but there are plenty of places
all with loss accounts

I remain focused
not to loose you

whether that shall will ever have
day of lights
I search the calender

where that has gone
the Diwali of my lights

I ask the sun
better shade
for a while

may be
my lights
forget their way

I ask myself

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PRE-RESERVED HEART

My software has been hacked by microsoft
may be, reasons are many
but one aspect that disturbs me : I can't guess how far you have visited my page at yahoo 360

my heart asks
how does it matter
you're magnetised by a reserved heart

I know it's a wrong number for me
but how does it matter
so far I have a right number at my fingers
the system too

I visited Faridkot : a town known for its antiques
probably time has moved too fast
I was not at ease to find me at odd places
romantic nerves have been probably taken over by realistic crunch

my reality lies in the ocean of thoughts
may be too holistic for mundanes

some way or the other
I have evolved the concept of home
may be with a lonely heart
full of complacent nerves
too difficult at times
it makes a horrible combination
for the existential factors
as my visitors are always critique of my thins around

with no hard and fast ways of expression
they invent the faults
of the present and the past

I brush aside
I know
I have to live on thoughts

manufactured or otherwise

another reality with a salt of stingy scenario

but I make it romantic
somehow with you being around
at my heart

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SAND UNDER YOUR FEET

I was listening to my Generals advice which he desired all senior officers better develop more reading habbit with happy movement towards civil part

I wonder whether I should tell him how I spend my time at net
your orkut has become Abhigyanshakuntalam for me
my heart intervened: he may not make sense out of your bullshit philosophy

at home
I search every nano second with you
measuring the parameters of sand touching your feet

Now my heart says: damn it : don't you dare say: "aap ke' paa'v
dekhe' ... bhahut hasin hei' ... jamin par mat utarye' ... meile' ho janei' gein'.." (it's very well popular dialog of a movie entitled PAKIZA starring Meena Kumari and Rajkumar)

but I know
I have not seen your feet
Its only the visualisation effect
that percolates to my nerves
with my heady heart

I do wonder
whether love is two way traffic

Scientifically its very rare
but psychiatry is simply damn fool
its definition of love is horrible which no normal person can digest

but I am constrained to accept the scientific truth as I have known to my heart a little more than usual do

my heart asks
what the hell you want to prove

either you're a damn fool around

I ask it please keep your calm

I know
it never listens to

measuring your rhythms
with sand trying to know
the depth your love

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THOUGHTS ILLUSIONISE STEPS

is their a relativity of Einstein with your steps
or a relationship of Kalidas
may be Nirala's way of interpretative sad and seductive love lores
I try to know
if some storms may fetch your steps
a little close to my heart

my sticky ways of expressions
do bring a lot
hitherto not known to you too

but how it's going to move earth at all

may be your steps are awaiting
a D-day of hidden wishes
but it's too secretive
I may strive a few lines
truth may be different

I am probably scare of such truth
a privilege poss ions of yours

I pass my moments
to know
a little of what lies at your heart

in commensurate with your steps

but hardly know
the whims of your step

how the winds
shall take a course
of their chosen choice

I find day and night
to recluse
at another spell

of your thoughts
a bit close to me

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WHITE BLOOD

The change is not always smooth
I learned a lot at my scio studies
but probably the sociologists have no idea of white blood

the Nature's evolved mechanism of self defence
too indiscreetly function ale the finale
but it has billions of its flip points

Live world genome is at logger heads all the way
a fact known to experienced micro bio tech savvy brains
but this facet doesn't stop so quick

the combine of the above
its make a horrible truth around

visible over the contemporary e-info
how does it relate to reality around

probably its the turned out tables for now

My thoughts and me
so inquisitive to myself and outer
get lost
illusionist may be the finale
but truth caches on

but why
this is not palatable

like your love
to my nerves

probably
they have not evolved
with the time

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INFLOURESCENCE..6.2.09

INJUSTICE!!!!!!!!!! the air whispers at my ears
as if I have a solution for counter effect
I speed past at light's speed thro' my fathomless bio-know how

I am left with another injustice

my heart murmurs
change course

I put my efforts
to decipher the naive words

find
as if I've a lot to learn

where's the flip point

I feel pensive at heart
truth is too harsh
to accommodate

I look inwards
my heart is silent
I know
probably
it has said all
what is enough for the day

my day
is it single one

I hesitate to calculate
as the geometric of injustice
haunts my soul

I look around
straight into the horizons

as if
you stand somewhere

My strength to fight the injustice

My soul remains calm and inquisitive

probably it has no idea of the outcome

may be
I search the thin airs

with another meaning

with or without
the heady realities

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LIBERITY OF STATUE

The statue of liberty was a gift of french people for Americans symbolising their freedom and liberty

I often see
the mirror of your e-book

wonder
when I shall be liberated of the self

I know its another jargon

love gives a meaning of self

but probably its vacuum is unheard off
that's why
I look for liberty from the self

as it has been overwhelmed
with your obsessive cache

I struggle hard
to keep intact

with my fingers
chiseling your beauty of heart

wonder
if it exists at all

if its another hallucination

Now I am taken off the self
with another vacuum

I know
that's the way
I happen to live

with or without

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WINDS

On an effort of keeping intact
my relevance skirts my nerves
keeps a see saw way
where I happen to be

I remember and recall your hallucinating storms
from the other horizon
as if
your reclusion at my psyche
brings the ultimate
I search
and wade through a bumpy self

Why you are there
where my heart lives
I ask in a vainful way
as if
knowledge shall bring the utopia of live
I know
its otherwise

May be
that's why
you're at the other end
I see to myself

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PRESIDENT AMERICA SECRETS

The Cairo speech of President Obama shall be remembered over history
the reasons being simple
he has excelled in manoeuvre the mass psychological quotient in negotiating plethora of world's aspects to an overwhelming success indicating his intellect and learning over the evolutionary scale of time and space beyond the clock

next generation shall know the facts
hard efforts with clinching success
exotic is the way of brains
choosy may the Nature

History has not many examples of such a combine of intellect and preparedness

the challenge at the leadership is the hall mark of the contemporary world
too dangerous at interiors
shall the time see
the mass moving psychological quotient in perspective for human kind

President Obama may be the only person over the clock who initiated a new world order of peace and development with his personal genius

A good start is epoch making
generations shall acknowledge

He has won the half battle
with his intellect and statesmanship

the world shall emulate
over the time

with driven self of common interests
and co-existence

Probably Nature has chosen him
a perfect representative

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BUBBLES

When I chance to visit my farm
a little tired of long journey
peddling breaks and accelerate rs
on the long road
I visualise a difference
the not so serene environs
but a deviation from a lot
at my heart

I wonder at the equation of live
my oceanic know how of bio
and the reality
probably depth belies the depth

U and me
where do the horizons say Yeah to the scorching heats
I am left
calculating
with gone by
what is at my hand
with no meaning

my soul wonders
at my heart's effervescence
at the reality

I shut my brain
for a while
look if
I can do without

I search hard
find
a little closer to you

with or without

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BUBBLES

I was witness to the holly day moods
around the soils
I wade thro'
negotiating my mundanes

as I falter with the moments
with little to go
waiting a turnaround
at my hearts

I know
its me who has to change
environs may change its best
turnaround lies at my changing the heart

I ask every lot with me
let's change

find no affirmative
till I realise
its already overheated hearts
with me

I do ask
a fathomless
for what I make a sense

when the day with my sun and shades
have a word for me
I search my soul

it remains silent
like you
like my surroundings

where I survive

with a hope
without one

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PINK ROSES..Contd

most of it goes like
as if I find short of a picture
capable to focus my thought for a meaning

which I fail too often to decipher
like a bad guy
woven with its own cob-web of making and dismantling

but the truth hardly stops my heart to remain at hallucinations
of your thoughts

pensive as it happen to be
I curse its course of action

wonder if
your presence with me
may be a misfit for your fencies

I try hard to change course
with my sticky heart
with its thoughts

some times I do try to make sense
of your feels

when you glance my obsessions

I know a women heart is from Venice

is that the only reality
I have to know of

I strive hard
day and night

what is after this cyclic concept of being around

will you be an elixir
at all
or remain the hallucinating fall

may be
I am not aware off

my heart intervenes
where is the need at all

you're stupid damn fool
how does it matter
even after
you realise the end
at the start

I feel too hard
at the unsavory postures

may be
the obsession is too beyond
the life around

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