Sunday, July 27, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN
i have known since my univ daysthe crunch of reality
but
it has taken
far too pervasive equations since then
i know its hard to get thro'
but the realities have their limitations
one day my psychiatrist friend was too exuberative
but i real ground lover
hard to listen to his mundanes
he just told
it's you
who has to change
the environs
the factors driving
are fathomless
i visit the less privileged
at so far levels
and find
the equations apply too faithful
i wonder
at the wise words
of the ultra modern learned ed
but his words
it s pelt too much afterwards
it says
you see my friends
its difficult to change and accept far less to evolve
yourself
and you can expect the quotient of occurrence
in your environs
i got enough
with the advice
lost into my own world
as if nothing has changed
my heart
it knows
it changes with the whims of air
source : mallika sherwat, navu, kan, shipra vashisht
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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- hellucinated exteriors.. July 15, 2008
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
HALLUCINATED EXTERIORS
way back in our litrary giants
probably one thing comes out a common factor
the scanty quotient of 'relatedness'
probably haunty all
cutting across
the equsitive value of knowledge and wealth
of all sorts
in a fine morning
i was standing at Rhotak railway station
the wet and soft cooled environs
the romance of the surroundings
with some memories
of mine and others
some hardy and worldly people
sitting at a fence pavement
probably waiting for their train timings
i did wonder
whether their related quotient makes them so fit
the chance waiting for my friends
at desolate railways junctions
it all puts another fire of relatedness
right at the spirit
hitherto crumbling with crunch of the routine
these exotic attire
of the self
i do wonder
at the findings of the latest ultra modern behavioural sciences
is it
simple
the robust ways
makes the things so simple
and interesting full of 'joys'
may be
its rather more relevant
earlier people felt more happy
since they were too simple
source : mallika sherawat
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
VACUUMOUS WORK ORDER
when asked upon of jittery query of where do you want to reside
Lord Krishna paused for a real long
replied with a fathomless smile " your 'karam bhumi' overpowers all"
i spend my special time
to negotiate His words
to internalise
the pains, inquisitive quotient, the magnetic nerves
and
the "ruthless heart"
why we wander to nowhere
it reverberates every morning
when i cross vijay chowk
the beauty does cast its own spell
but it dithers away
at the other moment
is it like
the fag habbit
or the hidden volcano
of what we may be made off
i find little to soothen my own traps
my steps pull me up and down
and i go on and on
i remember
a sweating amitabh
with a few words at his lips
" i am yet too anxious of the uncertain: so i work hard to my nerves"
probably things happen
own its own
we just fit into
source : mallika sherawat
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
EYES OF BEAUTIFULL HEART
when days and nights
pull the trigger
against
your wishes and thoughts
when the scorching heat
brings you
a solace of shadows
far away
from the narrow
stingy lanes
of deceipt and mooves of stingy around
you love to see
in your backyard
a heart
and the warmth
see if moments
not allow to fast
speed thro' your times
i remember the exotic words of a lady C.M of delhi
" i put in a simulated shape"
when the murcury touches 45.C'
and i prefer to travel
sitting at the bonnet of engine
of a DTC bus
i know the driver is duty bound
but i ask myself
why this heat is too glamorous to me
it replies
you see love!!
its coming
from the eyes of a beautifull heart
i feel alone
and chance to DU
not too many times
the reason is simple
i believe to acclemetize my inner core
to fight to the finish
the ways the means
at my hand
and see the beautifull eyes
of the beautifull heart
thro' the window
of my heart
come back
for another encounter
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
BEAUTIFULL HEART LIVES ON A SILENT VOLCANO
today at 5.25 hrs
i sped my car to reach delhi domestic airport terminal
my nerves strained too much to find a plethora of topographic changes
it has been too long since i chanced to see someone at airport
this time
a very special heart
whose roots lie at my interiors of gene language,
she was travelling spice jet to mysore for her software engineer job
i could talk to her thro' the security gate only as she was already thro' the security norms of airport
her beautifull friend just took her patience till i could say good bye
i did wish to talk to her
probably she was too formal to steer a bit far
moments went
i was alone as usual
way back
my speed was of a "rickshapuller"
at my office
too many a times
i go upstairs to glance the airtraffic
and wonder at the frequency
this time
i hardly know
at what
i will wonder at
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Friday, July 4, 2008
COLOURS OF LOVE
i often find it hard to reply to my heart
the eternal streams of love of relevance
i know probably the Nature has evolved its bio-clock
just as its ticks on and on
may this false hope of new found love
lies at the centre of
our being eternally related to ourselves
with a juicy hazy array of happiness
or
the desire of new echelons
getting fullfilled somehow
hithertoo felt a bit of short of exact achieving
what we aspire for
i stroll to my places
with the another happening
far less fit for the words
my being in two exteriors
may be they converse
look for the present
relate too often
with whats and hows
i hardly stop
on the ways
probably its too usual
but
my unsatiated heart
look for the elixir
and ask
hows whats and whys
in its own terms
i skirt
for an another moment
i know
it hardly differs
and i have to stroll
thro'
the lanes
of the knowns
unknowns alike
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15/07/2008 hallucinated exteriorsTuesday, July 15, 2008HALLUCINATED EXTERIORS way back in our litrary giantsprobably one thing comes out a common factor the scanty quotient of 'relatedness' probably haunty all cutting across the equsitive value of knowledge and wealth of all sorts in a fine morning i was standing at Rhotak railway station the wet and soft cooled environs the romance of the surroundings with some memories of mine and others some hardy and worldly people sitting at a fence pavement probably waiting for their train timings i did wonder whether their related quotient makes them so fit the chance waiting for my friends at desolate railways junctions it all puts another fire of relatedness right at the spirit hitherto crumbling with crunch of the routine these exotic attire of the self i do wonder at the findings of the latest ultra modern behavioural sciences is it simple the robust ways makes the things so simple and interesting full of 'joys' may be its rather more relevant earlier people felt more happy since they were too simple source : mallika sherawat 0 comments:13/07/2008 vacuumous work orderSunday, July 13, 2008VACUUMOUS WORK ORDER when asked upon of jittery query of where do you want to resideLord Krishna paused for a real long replied with a fathomless smile " your 'karam bhumi' overpowers all" i spend my special time to negotiate His words to internalise the pains, inquisitive quotient, the magnetic nerves and the "ruthless heart" why we wander to nowhere it reverberates every morning when i cross vijay chowk the beauty does cast its own spell but it dithers away at the other moment is it like the fag habbit or the hidden volcano of what we may be made off i find little to soothen my own traps my steps pull me up and down and i go on and on i remember a sweating amitabh with a few words at his lips " i am yet too anxious of the uncertain: so i work hard to my nerves" probably things happen own its own we just fit into source : mallika sherawat eyes of beautifull heartSunday, July 13, 2008EYES OF BEAUTIFULL HEART when days and nights pull the trigger against your wishes and thoughts when the scorching heat brings you a solace of shadows far away from the narrow stingy lanes of deceipt and mooves of stingy around  you love to see in your backyard a heart and the warmth see if moments not allow to fast speed thro' your times i remember the exotic words of a lady C.M of delhi " i put in a simulated shape" when the murcury touches 45.C' and i prefer to travel sitting at the bonnet of engine of a DTC bus  i know the driver is duty boundbut i ask myself why this heat is too glamorous to me it replies you see love!! its coming from the eyes of a beautifull heart i feel alone and chance to DU not too many times the reason is simple i believe to acclemetize my inner core to fight to the finish the ways the means at my hand and see the beautifull eyes of the beautifull heart thro' the window of my heart come back for another encounter source : mallika sherawat, amitabh bachan, shipra vashisht Posted by ajay ahuja at 1:15 AM 0 comments beautifull heart lives on a silent volcanoSaturday, July 12, 2008BEAUTIFULL HEART LIVES ON A SILENT VOLCANO today at 5.25 hrsi sped my car to reach delhi domestic airport terminal my nerves strained too much to find a plethora of topographic changes it has been too long since i chanced to see someone at airport this time a very special heart whose roots lie at my interiors of gene language, she was travelling spice jet to mysore for her software engineer job i could talk to her thro' the security gate only as she was already thro' the security norms of airport her beautifull friend just took her patience till i could say good bye i did wish to talk to her probably she was too formal to steer a bit far moments went i was alone as usual way back my speed was of a "rickshapuller" at my office too many a times i go upstairs to glance the airtraffic and wonder at the frequency this time i hardly know at what i will wonder at source : Mallika sherawat, navu 0 comments:04/07/2008 COLOURS OF LOVEFriday, July 4, 2008COLOURS OF LOVE i often find it hard to reply to my heartthe eternal streams of love of relevance i know probably the Nature has evolved its bio-clock just as its ticks on and on may this false hope of new found love lies at the centre of our being eternally related to ourselves with a juicy hazy array of happiness or the desire of new echelons getting fullfilled somehow hithertoo felt a bit of short of exact achieving what we aspire for i stroll to my places with the another happening far less fit for the words  my being in two exteriors may be they converse look for the present relate too often with whats and hows i hardly stop on the ways probably its too usual  but  my unsatiated heartlook for the elixir and ask hows whats and whys in its own terms i skirt for an another moment i know it hardly differs and i have to stroll thro' the lanes of the knowns unknowns alike source: amitabh bachan, shipra vashisht Posted by ajay ahuja at 10:24 AM 28/06/2008 WARNING FOR AIR PASSENGERS
26/06/2008 first love..contdThursday, June 26, 2008FIRST LOVE..contd when i'm surrounded by lowsmy spirit plays die hard to come off strive a bit with the moment off the moment i yearn for my love my heart asks are you sure it's your love that makes all the whirl- pools in and around you i stare a bit at my own thoughts with a vacuumenous vainfull querries whish for a reply to soothen my dud nerves time may have proven too truant a role i encounter day and night my heart quips again i know i havn't replied i look inward outwards too to find one for me but i ask myself who i am source: amitabh bachhan, mallika sherwat 21/06/2008 NATURE' BAUNTYSaturday, June 21, 2008NATURE's BAUNTY i've often wondered at Nature's way of experimentationswith the live or otherwise i close my books, thoughts too to actualize whether if A Nature does exist at all or it's a mere co-existence of like and dislike factors very hard to find i recluse in bliss of unknown instincts the stormy inquisitive live half it never stops asking too often why the hell you skirt every time i ask a meaningfull i wonder does Nature has a meaning at all i look thro' the ages it fails to suffice may be little is known to us The Nature's way of putting the elements of relevance into shape i pause for a moment see if scale of time and space is too large and i'm looking for too short source : amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, kanudha, pu chd 20/06/2008 RED SANDSFriday, June 20, 2008RED SANDS i was walking on the red sands on rajpathas usual,to my work place with thoughts of lost and found, at my psyche and what for?? it was too faithfull to withstand the windy showers my brain visualizing amitabh bachan on a parallel track bound for his shoot with and without of the hazy yes and nos of the day with past ladden with its own circumscribed pearls of movements my whys and whats i crossed the venue in the eve after the work hrs and my heart murmurred this is the 'heaven' for your live being live it with or without lost and found afterall very little comes thro' what you think off yourself source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat 17/06/2008 INNER HALF OF ENTERTAINERTuesday, June 17, 2008INNER HALF OF ENTERTAINER the twin sciences of horrible dephth of know how: psychiatry+psychologyspeaks such words that need a careful handling we all negotiate the lofty heights and darkest lows that what constitutes an entertainer the glamour of forbidden instincts but that's a part for the piece of apple pie the skin deep wishes and fencies nurtured thro' hazy horizons of self the inner and outer alike as the relevance quotient hardly pacify an intellectual heart probably the price tag is too big and we pay for the exotic ends that never stops with or without the age seen thro' the daily crunch and reality around probably that's the vacuum that drives far deeper as that heart comes to up the down is a step ahead before the ups takes over source : mallika sherawat, amitabh bachan, my ex-boss: santosh dasgupta, pu chd 16/06/2008 TOUCH MY SOULMonday, June 16, 2008TOUCH MY SOUL i often wonder at the utilitarian existential of computer gamesbut i hardly say it's boring the reason is simple live people too often cross the quotient of relevance may be too negative to accept the grounds so do i find at orkut latest is the blogging by public known people amitabh bachan's entries evokes a special query i wonder is it hidden failures of "LOVE'' IT SAYS A LOT BUT HARDLY ACCEPTED BY THE HEART i was driving my car thro' rain showered ''delhi's lung" "forest" drive ways my lady friend too amused by the uphomistic exuberance of the biotic world said: they too are live only with 'NATURAL SHOWER' i cut thro' the utterances said it's the bio-logical clock which infact rules the roost probably she couldn't touch the dephth but i did see the plants knew better i drove fast for my mundanes source: mallika sherawat, amitabh bachhan 15/06/2008 SHOWERSunday, June 15, 2008SHOWR late nightearly morning hrs when the world sleep to sooth i look around to find you somewhere around me my plants they sing too sweet say hei' come to us to sooth you find your love i stand a distance to find me too muddy environs rains too have come say come have a shower with our love find your heart's felt pleasure see how scintillating it's all around i stand alone to find if you appear somewhere at around the droplets source: mallika sherawat 14/06/2008 WAR OF GENOMESSaturday, June 14, 2008WAR OF GENOMES i was playing a game " the tanks fight"with the cpu i was astonished to win by 82 vs 0 once i thought who is there being happy with that of mine my brain interrupted too abrupt "too stupid thought" i kept mum the other movement i chanced to see mallika sherawat at a swamy"saint" ashram/locale i did wonder what's she doing over here my brain again interrupted " damn it' too too bullshit stupid thought" i kept mum now i saw the tornado at its whirlish wish i kept mum and the stupid brain too but my heart broke its stoic silence it said 'are you both scared off' i murmurred what do you mean it put a word 'the genome war is in your backyard' my sceintific brain obliged with its cool heart " its all around all the time " source: mallika, shipra vashisht, pu chd 0 comments:12/06/2008 KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIESThursday, June 12, 2008KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES i was watching croatia vs germans for semifinals world footballi often don't take sides probably i'm poor at sports but reasons may be diff too i love the loosing side Once faced an ultimate warrior ( barbaric ) Lord Krishna asked which side you're the reply shocked the Lord " i' ll fight from the loosing side" the shock of the Lord it was justified as He knew who would be the loosing side barbaric sacrificed what he had, to THE LORD but i remember till date like many who know the indian epics to their heart THE SUCCESS IS HIDDEN SOMEWHERE AT YOUR SOUL i ask my stupid brain who controls the nuances it says your love i stare at all around and wonder what is this and why source inspire: she+he(the bachhans), amitabh bachhan, mallika sherawat, pu chd Posted by ajay ahuja at 11:03 AM 10/06/2008 FORBIDDEN SECRETSTuesday, June 10, 2008FORBIDDEN SECRETS my heart often tosses me outi skirt its findings,disapproval nagging alike i know a stream of traumatic lows somewhere hidden corners of the interiors remotely manoevred by hazy equations i pacify equate the live find too little success at the end i manufacture the success my stupid brain it never keeps far behind at my incompetence tells the truth i always avoid to listen i wonder at the old adage who is more sincere and why source inspire: shipra vashisht, amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, pu chd 0 comments:08/06/2008 KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES.contdKLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES.contdSunday, June 8, 2008KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES.contd i was too naiveat the words of my school teacher : nothing suceeds like success i cross vijay chowk duty bound it taunts me without fail "you've evolved to a direction of the scale of time and space: where success becomes meaningless" it doesn't stop too short but speaks my language " success is implied as if time and space has their own meanings in space:" i stare at vijay chowk and suddenly recalls all scenes of history, it has gone thro' but my inquisitive nerves are too sad at my incompetence i keep mum enjoy the traffic, people too recall my beautifull days and friends and feel life is not explainable in that too simple words but i hardly stops as i have to reach my v.i.p office at dot time when it's a few minutes at my chair i drink a glass of cooled water ask for a cup of tea have a sip pull out my navy cut and a bill board right at my head it says "NO SMOKING PLEASE" i listen no words as if i'm still working on einsteinien theory of success source: aishwarya rai, amitabh bachan, mallika sherwat Posted by ajay ahuja at 11:16 AM EXOTICA OF LOVESaturday, June 7, 2008EXOTICA OF LOVE one dayat panjab univ rest house at shimla my tender nerves struck to the exterior too optimistic of the hidden half naive thoughts so the reality i negotiate parallel equations a day after presuming the buddy half lies well deep in my psyche i often wonders whether this trap is too pervasive probably reply is too forbidden i "loook" thro' the faces known otherwise too find too fearsom to decipher hard of reality i recluse a step off the forbidden source: amitabh bachan, Dr. anisha puri Posted by ajay ahuja at 10:08 PM 07/06/2008 SHERWOOD..contdSaturday, June 7, 2008SHERWOOD..contd i was standing at a desolate corner of my villageenjoying the gathering at far end of thoughts a few house lights dark else where i have noticed haryana has evolved further a dedicated power generator/regulator for a village i did feel if it's going to put some lights at our hearts things have changed since i left my univ but i still prefer to live at it only my heart asks are you so sure of studies and the know how my reply is hazy as i do often feel and realize AFTER ALL WHAT SHERWOOD has taught me i commute to my v.i.p office thro' the environs of delhi metro a huge young hearts absorbed at their books/notes i find SHERWOOD AT their cute faces but my heart still asks as usual WHAT SHERWOOD will teach these buddies i keep mum may be they are more evolved to absorb MORE OF SHERWOOD source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, navu, kan, neha c'.space, shipra.v, pu chd Posted by ajay ahuja at 9:59 AM SHERWOOD..condSaturday, June 7, 2008SHERWOOD..contd i too often stand for a whileat so many loci look for SHERWOOD my inner half it's too inquisitive of my moves it wonders whether i've learnt a bit i hardly reply but one voice it comes somewhere from "Neigh" i look for SHERWOOD whether mooring(s) are that pervasive i remain inquisitve as usual i ask my univ whether one of us is a misfit it prevails with calm comes with a another inquisitive nerve and asks why it's too common pervading thro' the neurons i ask too subtle but it's too affirmative "oppertunistic" i wonder at the reverberting voice of my univ see if SHERWOOD HAS something to say source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, Kan, Navu Posted by ajay ahuja at 3:33 AM 06/06/2008 SHERWOODFriday, June 6, 2008SHERWOOD some moments make me so absorbedand the heart like who never stops at a point i do wonder why the lime light needs an array of refueling with thoughts glimpse of yore and the present the school SHERWOOD AT NAINETAL (india) some swirling twigs with flowers of desires may be too impatient to know of thyself of self of others but i do wonder whether SHERWOOD is really exotic for all i sit back at the STUDENT CENTER OF my univ see thro' the times find a lot try not to remembar you see!! why? it's too ladden with exotica of live and the yore probably i avoid calling myself too insane and remain in touch with reality the other moment it comes with it's own SHERWOOD(s) i retire to my hidden being and my other half it says why so much fuss and for what SHERWOOD(s) it's all around you just see to it your univ it approves your thoughts source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, punjab univ, kirori mal college,kan 0 comments:31/05/2008 FIRST LOVE..contdSaturday, May 31, 2008FIRST LOVE..contd
Posted by ajay ahuja at 11:34 AM 0 comments 25/05/2008 KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIESSunday, May 25, 2008KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES
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Posted by ajay ahuja at 6:26 AM 0 comments 20/05/2008 KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES.ContdTuesday, May 20, 2008KLEIDOSCOPIC LILIES.Contd
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