INFLOURESCENCE.CONTD.23.10.09

this day as usual I was cutting short my steps
as if some important thin was waiting at my door steps

my heart asked
its better if you start loving your own aura
I brushed aside the sane utterances
I know
loving self is too exotic
naive and innovate nerves catch you too often
either way you end up a crank or wretched one

My thoughts hardly let the analysis to stop short
I was surfing too many times an orkut profile
probably search is not that naive

when it finished
I did appreciate my heart's utterances

I looked around
trees as silent as my nerves
I stopped short asking
why you're like me

is that loving your aura that haughty

I ask myself

source: shipra.v, my new found friend, pu chd India

BLACK ROSES.CONTD 23.10.09

A day and its hectic moments
not much different
but I stole my own moments quite often

stand with the trees
may be
they are like me
seeing self in the mirror
lost in unison with the outer world
at its own bay

the moments combine to wake me up
the reality around

I was gushing thro' airy spells
coming straight thro' a stream of space left off the concrete
I could only feel the odour
of your presence
nearby

so it went like the streams
I hardly recognise
the truth of the day
yester or present

airy may it be
how does it matter

you seem to be
present
all the way

source: shipra.v, my new found friend, pu chd