CONFLICT surrounds me-where i go
it catches fast
-i hardly accept
the religious recluse
it evokes more smoke
i'm used to a clear sky
may be too scorching
the soul gets burnt up
and the brain
looks for a solution
howsoever ephemeral
-it may be
-day and night
i aspire for my love
-she a too unpredictable
but with a bounty of elixir
put off
the hell of fire
within me
around me
-she came one day with a tight schedule
time and space was her priority
-i went to my bot gardens
showed her beautiful ROUWOLFIAS
-i was yet to explain a lot
she said:hell with your sciences
say something romantic
-i paused for a moment
and explained
their love is too tender
like you
like your time
she got a bit interested
and i explained if a red light beam interrupts their sleep
you can't see the crimson red flowers
so scintillating to make your beauty look pale
-she got more inquisitive
and me too docile to explain
-i went to a friend's house alongwith her
inspite of our booked time
she couldn't turn up
i waited for whole
and my beauty love was too patient to accopany
-in the eve hrs
she came out of her house
but left without acknowledging our long wait
-i looked deep
as she boarded the bike of her friend
and went with a second
away from our visible range
-my beauty love pulled me up
why you made me to wait for infinite
-i replied
you have to be explained
a bit of Rouwolfias and why they don't flower
-she was sad at my docile nerves
but asked who she was?
-i replied in low refrain
she is navu
who runs the roost of my nerves
-But why? she was restless this time
-i hesitated to say
-she spent her very special moments
with me, along me, around me
-and
-i've still to get out of my addiction
source inpire: kan, navu, pu chd india
