BLACK ROSES..contd.2128hrs

probably its cyclic theory of evolution which is surfacing its ugly face with the outbreak of swine flue
socio theorists hardly know of bio-physics

I was pondering at the day's to unfold

my heart quipped
hell with you
and your theorists

It evoked an array of nostalgic harsh realities stored well at my hard disc
extremes of all
I have encountered
with my little dumpy brain

probably I looked for the evasive romanticism
perfect ignorant of the ways Nature plays truant
second after second on mega scale of time and space

I WONDER a lot at so many little nuances
which defies my negotiating the live world around

I found and do the little same

some how I conclude
that's the way
of romanticism
of self
equated with outer world

look for the bubbles
in the scorching heat
when others take shades

you better go at midst of sun

that's too crazy

but that's way
you happen to love yourself

bereft of writing stupid love poems
for the shrank stones

and find the shrank stones
at yourself instead

source: shipra .v

MATHEMATICS OF YOUR HEART

the tough part of self incarnation is self denial and spurned syndrome at the others' hand, may be too close to your heart

the closest equations are too harsh to negotiate

but if the sun is too scorching, you hardly have a choice

that's where obsession of self comes too handy

i was standing at a corner of markeet place

the filthy mind set-up evoked my heart a real jolt

i wonder is it the real world of slum millionaire dogs world

or the world of another obsession, parallel to that of mine

I brushed aside all

got lost into your thoughts

as if

I felt my world of oblivion is million times better than the filth around

source: shipra.v

BLACK ROSES..Contd..11Hrs

its one of the antarctic snaps sent by navu

a floating ice berg on super cooled antarctic waters
if you look, while maintaining a panoramic view, at your brain
it looks like, a big foot, of the heavens
probably came to feel the "warmth" of the antarctic ambiance

I often asks too much a uneasy questioner
what makes us to feel related
and close at heart
the utmost threshold of happiness

options are many
like
beauty,money,power,warmth,reliability and the like
one nostalgic obsession
its probably least defined
as it varies with the situation at hand
has nothing to do the sexual orientations
and all the factors, aforesaid

probably these could have been driving factors
when The Almighty chose to create
And Dithered to destroy

source: shipra.v

BLACK ROSES STRIKE WITH VENGEANCE

SELF presentation and ever evolving scenario is what we strive hard
success is important but immaterial at the same time
as the target is to perform
love of act and to remain relevant
its the driving force
that i often talk of
in my love letters

the other side
that's too monotonous
anigmatic and wasteful

i was occupied with today's election related duties
my heart with dutyful psyche'
looking every face
as if you may happen to be somewhere
in the crowds

I knew its stupid nerves
probably it has made me bear with it all the ways
I happen to be

but your absence
it did make a difference

I know
otherwise too
introvert spirits would have neither afforded to acknowledge
near and around me

but wait of love is foolish
otherwise its foolish too
as mundane is hardly a sane tranquility

source: shipra.v

BLACK ROSES.contd 2230hrs

this is another snap sent by navu
some times you happen to strive for such goodness
probably you're not aware of that

if you look deep once again
its like a heaven on earth

the beauty in many forms
like what you feel at your heart
with the wishes accomplished

but somehow it doesn't afford real happenings around
good for eyes only

I do wonder whether the die hard love factor conjoins the equations in parallel ways

seems to be true
so far I experience on the web
hooked to you
with meaningless alliances
hoping for the allusions to carry weights

i do know
its another antarctic beauty

source:shipra.v

FROZEN WAIVES

THIS is a mail sent by navu
if you look deep
these are the frozen ocean currents of Antarctica

but it metaphors my feels
a little different

standing for the sun to shade
yes!!
its another metaphor

how does it matter
when the things are too clear at shapes

I was a member of the team that selects pers for Antarctica expedition of Defence related logistics
It was a different lot to send people to other part of the world
frozen all around

I wonder the parallel equations
"frozen all around"
this time again a metaphor

but it relates to you
so far
you're around me

like the frozen waives
of the time
around you
near me

with a different co notations
all the time

source:shipra.v

My black roses smile a little later

a hectic week with interrupted moments of mine
I was driving my car back home
road side vendor evoked my nostalgic movements
a bundle of scenty champaka buds
he just stopped offering as he saw my co-driver seat simply vacant
I felt bad but couldn't help much
I missed you a lot
probably flowers beauty is too short to drive you near and around me

I cached my strength
as usual
with and without your dreams
or reality
and hallucination

my new mobile
it just got fixed to so many alarms
I was simply testing its functions
It got repeatedly clicked on
with melody

it spoke
where are you
my love

source: shipra .v

BLACK ROSES.contd

as the day retired so did I
a freak fuss was around the elections and faux pass by admin authorities, as they have put senior hierarchy on such duties heitherto not comensurate with their status
I was taking the things too lightly
as its another way of you being busy and enjoy the work

my heart was searching you somewhere else
as usual
probably its work is too less demanding

I did wonder
a lot
what makes its too romantic
all the moments alike

Probably Nature knew from the start
how to handle the heauty hearts
but my query remains the same

how come
a non responsible software can run its course
and for how long

May be it catches
its dew drops
from the misty mornings
of your love
spread at every corner

my house enjoyed the company of a beautiful "Nights Queen" scenty flowers
the fresh storms with spells of air ladden with love

Now its not there
probably somebody removed it
may be,
space crunch

but my heart
when it will realise
the space crunch
of the de facto

which you realise
as misfit
of my love

source: shipra.v

TRAILING SHADOWS

I have read the history books with my heart
probably events are related by defaults
reasons may be many
peace and tranquility is too exotic and drive a cost driven equation we are most of the time not prepared for
A democratic State like India and western world have to understand , internalise the aforesaid to actualise what its people want with their live world around
The irony of the day is, every body looks for USA to resolve plethora of live triggles while understanding nothing of the aforesaid
State theocratism has proved disastrous in yester India while a lot is to be understood by the masses on whom the responsibility of the exotic factor rest for the time to come

I was lost in my thoughts and crossed my mundane lanes
back home

I struggle hard to find relevance
with your presence
with or without
but shadows never stop trailing
in my real and imagined world

probably
u have a default value
for my mundanes
and live and otherwise

source: shipra.v

TRAILING SHADOWS

When I have chosen to pen down something that stirrs me
truckers are busy to fly past the night-high way of my home side
I spare moments to observe the hidden hearts on the wheels
feel a lot left over
Is that I have a larger part akin to them
some times it looks like that only
"working for a target sake"
ends too hazy to negotiate
uncertain times hidden and let large and the sixth nerves left to negotiate

I will be busy after a few hrs
in another set of environs
the office
a lot of different world

but you remain with me with or without

I do let me stirred
if I have a love lost

but find hard to reply

my heart asks
is that
a too common factor around

I do realise
waivy and dotted thoughts
all point to uneasy truth

source: shipra.v

TOO MUCH LIKE YOU

This is a mail sent by navu

I have preffered to eventualise with you

my inner half often asks me
why a beautiful creation is at your core of existence
of relevance
all the fuss u prefer to beathe about

I take too long but not to say a thing much after
it asks again
this time silence takes over
I recall what is forbidden for me

I ask in return why are you important to me
is that you are beautiful
silence is studded with more silence
as if forbidden is fearful now
I ask again
us us to us us

my heart asks
is that your software has been corrupted by virus

I stare at myself
look inside
and ask again
is that you'r too beautiful

I keep mum
to remain relevant
for the next moment

source :shipra.v

TRIALING SHADOWS

I was crossing the Hissar bypass confronting govt polytechnic institute
youg pulsating hearts with their late teens and early twenties backed off for the day with their own jealously guarded thoughts for the days to come
one of the twins were probably remiscent of mine past days
I recalled you too many times for nanoseconds but could not afford for longer as my speed demanded my accurate attention
their shadows squirred around with ever changing scene of life around and near me

I wondered at the eventualities
why so many things coexist without any relations at all

I drive too fast and too slow
so my dreams
with you without your consent

I do wonder
why your consent is too "Pakistani"

circumscribed by too much fussy things around the world of nonsense

but suddenly my heart asks
don't corelate with political simileys
these are elections days in India
and you the hell!
just inviting trouble

my brain retort back
when the hell trouble was not there

I see with silent nerves
the fights of the twins

but the thoughts
takes their own toll
with the crushing reality

source: shipra.v

why your orkit profile is often clicked by my little fingers

"A little boy and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh! !!"

To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating,
somewhere in the mountain:
"AAAhhhhhhhhhhh! !!"

Curious, the little boy yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"

And then the boy screams to the mountain: "You're Stupid"
The voice answers: "You're Stupid"

Frustrated at the response, the boy screams: "I Hate You"
He receives the answer: "I Hate You"

He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."

The man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"

The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but
really this is LIFE. It gives you back everything you
say or do. Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.

If you want more love in the world, create
more love in your heart. If you want people
to respect you, respect them.
This relationship applies to everything, in all
aspects of life. Life will give you back everything you have given to it.

Your Life is not a Coincidence
It's a Reflection of You!

Morning my love

the morning cold breath
and my stereo
i bought it for 8K
i thought so many times
what i will do with this system
i am not a music lover at all
but over the time
it has become the only friend in my lonely hrs at my home
always tuned to FM
probably my inner half never becomes too satient

ond day i was at Rajasthan interiors
the dusty environs usually not romantic in normal life
but my nerves find it too romantic all the time i have a chance to happen

i know you're not with me
but beautiful faces i see around , it represents all
and do a lot to fill your absence to an extent
some times even scorching absence of someone
it gives you a meaning to find life around
so is me, looking you in others' faces

its another way of heightened romanticism
probably i have a moorings from the great poets of yore

soruce: shipra.v

PERFECT MATCH

This is the wheels which i chose to an extent with which i aspire to go to spaces with you

this may look like stupid at your end
but i tell a nice happening you may understand the depth of my love and my nerves
one day Navu, a genius in my considered views, said: its only the related quotient by which you can attract a person to read your views ,as unless a person feels related to your views in a point in question he/she would not be attracted at all to read your nonsense howsoever smart or popular you may happen to be

Now she is a soft- ware engineer and possesses the ultimate equation of power,knowledge and the likes

but my equations go a little beyond
when i say i love you

so many times
i have expressed my concerned views that love is complete in itself
but i do agree the existential factors prove you too wrong
it means
either you live in illusion of your own makings
or
understand the complexities of live world

but my love
its even beyond
it fulfills all the criteria mentioned above

well!!
what is the fuss remaining

it's nothing
I am talking to you
My love
and that's what
the perfect love!!
source: shipra.v

PERFECT MATCH..2030hrs

its no new
every day i get your absence around me
i stick to the similar desires
i know it's not being responded
may be rather disliked with disdain

but vacuous time
and constraints of self
they get you
either way

is that the cardinal of perfect match

may be true

time too unpredictable
so the ways
that go to make a perfect match

may be
in its interior
bio-driven play a role

that is too heavy headed
i skirt the corners

and try
get an elixir
even at your absence

whether your being with me
get a different note

changing environs
all ways test a lot
and relations
they are at the receiving end

but mutual happiness
its bring close
the perfect partners

even at disadvantage
off the time

source: shipra .v

BLACK ROSES..contd.2015hrs

time has evolved extremely fast
till we encounter another jolt
time may have proved us too slow to adapt

jostled as i feel
i soothen my nerves
with a facts of torts
and a stream of left over passion

i do know
another moments
may be even skirty
to help a bit more

relativity of thoughts and nearness
it comes on you
as if you stand a chance
to succeed
over the hazards

that's a friend
and relationship
beyond the time

source: shipra .v