Sunday, November 22, 2009

CHEMOTHERAPY

at too often moments
the challenge of defeat
and the injustice of Nature
they tease me
if I can't do anything
to change the times
in my favour

my heart
goads me
like the the Lord Krishna
come stand
its nothin
you stand to loose
if you accept the defeat

I wonder at all
what's this war going on

what for

another onslaught
I get going
as if this is the only way out

search my soul
if its with me

I find it in deep breath

why its sleeping
when I am at war

how this mismatch

I recall you

may be you have
the elixir
that can make me win

source: shipra.v
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Thursday, November 19, 2009

BLACK ROSES..Contd..19.11,09

often and more than frequent I wonder at my being around
the stirring soul and impatient heart with dumpy brain
I search my biosphere
standing at the first available moment
in a reclusion of hazy waves
running my psyche

probably I search you
somewhere inside my

whether your aura has been so impervious
or it has overtaken all what I remain at my interiors
I struggle at every moment with me

find some meaning
of vaccum
still too mundane

making an array of nostalgic beats
letting to resonate
with my present

may be I find myself
where I lost my own

sometime
live environs around
it speaks a lot
in a quest to relate with me

I the delinquent
waiver too hard

on the bubbles
where you have been

source: shipra.v
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

WINNER AT HEART..316Hrs 19.11.09

complexities of modern life
and my little heart
with so slow brain
and untidy nerves

I remain on survival lane
on my way
with the fast changing mundanes

I wonder
whether if ever
this has any relevance at all

my brain this time works like this intellectual girl
and says
you see my Love!!
you better apply less brain at all stupid nerves around

be happy with the little thins like I do

I do have an intense moments
with the sane advice

working to hr at the work
yes
its the way
the meaning searching soul

probably I prefer
It shall rest with your heart around

like a soldier
at the front line
with all of his at home

I do ask
Where that

my little nerves now get perplexed
and fail to know
far less decipher

what do I actually mean to myself

source: shipra.v

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

BLACK ROSES..17.11.09

my best brains remain sterile enough
the monotony hit hard at all corners

remaining relevant with euphoric feels
probably its the biggest causality

I search thro' all my hard disc
in a strive hard quest to know the remedy

it seems the end is not there in any way

But my search remains relevant
ever before

may be that's the only logical nerves at my heart

modern or otherwise
the depth of reclusions
all trials
and stories of sciences
the ways and ends

it points to fathomless

I know
the reply too simple
but it looses its relevance
every second
I traverse

may be
that's the way

I remain obsessed
with my oblivion
of new found land

of your love

source: shipra .v
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Monday, November 16, 2009

INFLOURESCENCE..CONTD..17.11.09 455Hrs

yesterday I thought
probably I can't cope with such a crushing work

this morning
I am again as tough and unpredictable as ever
some it all makes me wonder

what's there gets me going without a defined cause

your obsession may be one
but that's a self created hypnosis

Is there something
nostalgic magnetic appeals
that fetch that magnetic storms of relevance

I look deep at your orkut profile
you've disabled all my entrances
presuming me to be a troubleshooter

but probably you and me forget one aspect
I am trouble shooter for myself only

every other moment
I do ask
what's this all for

my heart whispers
may be
it's the only dew drops
on the bubbles of the blue

I again steer clear of mundanes
see straight in the sky

As if you have come alive over the heights
with warmth of your spread arms

at a nano distance
to embrace my soul

source: shipra.v
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Sunday, November 15, 2009

INFLORESCENCE..CONTD..15.11.09..2015Hrs

A day shall come
I will shower the universe
with your love
hovering around
to find
what I have left for you

but I do wonder
at my little and squeezed heart
what will I do

magnanimous moments are by default a sudden entity
not planed or created
my heart finally comes with a logical scientific explanation

Now I see around
in a quest to find you
may be
you shall stand beside me
In the hrs of test

I hardly know
whether I'll survive the onslaughts
and infights of my own being
in a zealous zeal t0 find you

suddenly a shower of the blue
it comes
and say
look !! I have not being formed by a simple process

I look and wonder at its wisdom
recall and process that of mine

I try
whether it wants to boost me
or say simply quit

source: shipra.v
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INFLOURESCENCE..15.11.09

hrs and hearts have probably developed hyper velocity of change in the quest to manipulate each other

who shall be the winner
probably none

tech will not reconcile the gone by
heart shall be too psyzophrenic by the turn of clock

but why it's so

reasons may be many

one is the mismatch of likes and likes
some times I do feel
its millionth better to love these beautiful machines
rather be obsessed with your exotic company of the vivid

my heart now intervenes
it says
you're damn fool
too much experimentation with emotions
its creating vaccum out of thin airs

I stay silent
look the horizon

where
probably you have gone
for the meanings

source: shipra.v
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