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at too often moments
the challenge of defeat
and the injustice of Nature
they tease me
if I can't do anything
to change the times
in my favour
my heart
goads me
like the the Lord Krishna
come stand
its nothin
you stand to loose
if you accept the defeat
I wonder at all
what's this war going on
what for
another onslaught
I get going
as if this is the only way out
search my soul
if its with me
I find it in deep breath
why its sleeping
when I am at war
how this mismatch
I recall you
may be you have
the elixir
that can make me win
source: shipra.v
often and more than frequent I wonder at my being around
the stirring soul and impatient heart with dumpy brain
I search my biosphere
standing at the first available moment
in a reclusion of hazy waves
running my psyche
probably I search you
somewhere inside my
whether your aura has been so impervious
or it has overtaken all what I remain at my interiors
I struggle at every moment with me
find some meaning
of vaccum
still too mundane
making an array of nostalgic beats
letting to resonate
with my present
may be I find myself
where I lost my own
sometime
live environs around
it speaks a lot
in a quest to relate with me
I the delinquent
waiver too hard
on the bubbles
where you have been
source: shipra.v
complexities of modern life
and my little heart
with so slow brain
and untidy nerves
I remain on survival lane
on my way
with the fast changing mundanes
I wonder
whether if ever
this has any relevance at all
my brain this time works like this intellectual girl
and says
you see my Love!!
you better apply less brain at all stupid nerves around
be happy with the little thins like I do
I do have an intense moments
with the sane advice
working to hr at the work
yes
its the way
the meaning searching soul
probably I prefer
It shall rest with your heart around
like a soldier
at the front line
with all of his at home
I do ask
Where that
my little nerves now get perplexed
and fail to know
far less decipher
what do I actually mean to myself
source: shipra.v
my
best brains remain sterile enough
the monotony hit hard at all corners
remaining relevant with euphoric feels
probably its the biggest causality
I search thro' all my hard disc
in a strive hard quest to know the remedy
it seems the end is not there in any way
But my search remains relevant
ever before
may be that's the only logical nerves at my heart
modern or otherwise
the depth of reclusions
all trials
and stories of sciences
the ways and ends
it points to fathomless
I know
the reply too simple
but it looses its relevance
every second
I traverse
may be
that's the way
I remain obsessed
with my oblivion
of new found land
of your love
source: shipra .v
yesterday I thought
probably I can't cope with such a crushing work
this morning
I am again as tough and unpredictable as ever
some it all makes me wonder
what's there gets me going without a defined cause
your obsession may be one
but that's a self created hypnosis
Is there something
nostalgic magnetic appeals
that fetch that magnetic storms of relevance
I look deep at your orkut profile
you've disabled all my entrances
presuming me to be a troubleshooter
but probably you and me forget one aspect
I am trouble shooter for myself only
every other moment
I do ask
what's this all for
my heart whispers
may be
it's the only dew drops
on the bubbles of the blue
I again steer clear of mundanes
see straight in the sky
As if you have come alive over the heights
with warmth of your spread arms
at a nano distance
to embrace my soul
source: shipra.v
A day shall come
I will shower the universe
with your love
hovering around
to find
what I have left for you
but I do wonder
at my little and squeezed heart
what will I do
magnanimous moments are by default a sudden entity
not planed or created
my heart finally comes with a logical scientific explanation
Now I see around
in a quest to find you
may be
you shall stand beside me
In the hrs of test
I hardly know
whether I'll survive the onslaughts
and infights of my own being
in a zealous zeal t0 find you
suddenly a shower of the blue
it comes
and say
look !! I have not being formed by a simple process
I look and wonder at its wisdom
recall and process that of mine
I try
whether it wants to boost me
or say simply quit
source: shipra.v
hrs and hearts have probably developed hyper velocity of change in the quest to manipulate each other
who shall be the winner
probably none
tech will not reconcile the gone by
heart shall be too psyzophrenic by the turn of clock
but why it's so
reasons may be many
one is the mismatch of likes and likes
some times I do feel
its millionth better to love these beautiful machines
rather be obsessed with your exotic company of the vivid
my heart now intervenes
it says
you're damn fool
too much experimentation with emotions
its creating vaccum out of thin airs
I stay silent
look the horizon
where
probably you have gone
for the meanings
source: shipra.v
at too often moments
