TOO MUCH LIKE YOU

This is a mail sent by navu

I have preffered to eventualise with you

my inner half often asks me
why a beautiful creation is at your core of existence
of relevance
all the fuss u prefer to beathe about

I take too long but not to say a thing much after
it asks again
this time silence takes over
I recall what is forbidden for me

I ask in return why are you important to me
is that you are beautiful
silence is studded with more silence
as if forbidden is fearful now
I ask again
us us to us us

my heart asks
is that your software has been corrupted by virus

I stare at myself
look inside
and ask again
is that you'r too beautiful

I keep mum
to remain relevant
for the next moment

source :shipra.v

TRIALING SHADOWS

I was crossing the Hissar bypass confronting govt polytechnic institute
youg pulsating hearts with their late teens and early twenties backed off for the day with their own jealously guarded thoughts for the days to come
one of the twins were probably remiscent of mine past days
I recalled you too many times for nanoseconds but could not afford for longer as my speed demanded my accurate attention
their shadows squirred around with ever changing scene of life around and near me

I wondered at the eventualities
why so many things coexist without any relations at all

I drive too fast and too slow
so my dreams
with you without your consent

I do wonder
why your consent is too "Pakistani"

circumscribed by too much fussy things around the world of nonsense

but suddenly my heart asks
don't corelate with political simileys
these are elections days in India
and you the hell!
just inviting trouble

my brain retort back
when the hell trouble was not there

I see with silent nerves
the fights of the twins

but the thoughts
takes their own toll
with the crushing reality

source: shipra.v