BLACK ROSES.CONTD.3.0hrs

by this time you might have completed a part of your dreams
but again i am here
my heart pulling out too much
probably i am not used to accommodate

it asks
is their an equation with relevance of what we generally described as existential
i do agree
a lot rather is only that

then where your rosy descriptions fit into

i pause for a moment
see if its too heavy truth to handle
but i know
the Nature is beyond
its simply unpredictable

we see the tip of the ice berg

but where does the rest of life exists

probably at the hands of destiny

my black roses smiles with disdain
hell!!
what is this
destiny is fools' way of escapism

i wonder
what they actually mean by their philosophical interpretations

do you and me
just exist
in and around
the so called destiny

this time they frown back
you'll never change

i accept their challenge

prepare for the another
source: shipra.v

GENESIS OF MY LOVE

it seems too evident when i dislike the old melody of recent past
some are too sticky and pensive
others lack the depth and variability of thoughts
some are simply too old fashioned

my heart looks for innovative works
thoughts too
so i look around me
whether live
or otherwise

may be i am too evolutionary at my inner half
my scientific backdrop has a lot to play
but today i am much beyond that
probably black roses know a little more
for what i stand for

this is the reason
my obsession and Passion has chosen you
as my focus of life and thoughts

i simply dislike the non-romantic way of life
my concept of beauty
it's hidden at your heart

that's the prose of my black roses
of you
about you
for you
source: shipra.v

SWEAT HEART

i DO wait for a moment
you may realise
it's you the sweat heart
for whom my black roses
write day and night
as the winds blow
with warmth
of cold and hot

little showers outside
they have to resile
after a while
my shower shall remain
over the time
with the space
around me

may you realise
it's for you
to come off your inhibitions

and say
i love you

love is good

but even without love
love is there

unrecognised
unheard
but hurt

soruce: shipra.v

BLACK ROSES..CONTD.20HRS

bad experience takes a lot to get erased
it's more when you internalise
what is rather too intimate and unexpected, unwarranted

i was observing new machines
a part of passion
off the time

i got stick ed to mahindra xylo
the latest version
it fancied my idea of a perfect partner
to go to the land masses

i know one day
i may decide for it
irrespective of the prohibitive cost

my heart intervened
but whom do you ask to accompany you
its too spacious for a single lone driver

i remembered and professed
one day
you may be with me
accompanying to land scape's
too far away from the mundanes

my black roses smile again
you're too optimistic

you may have your dream vehicle
but
you're taking for granted the other part

i replied
i am used to for that

they quipped again
used to what

just remain
alone all the way
in thoughts of you
as if you're with me all the time

they smiled again
you're too metaphysical

but i know
i love my love
even at vacuum

source:shipra.v