Thursday, July 19, 2007

SHE CAME TO SEE MY ROOM

SOme time i do realise
my present room resembles that of my univ
the diff is probably
i have extra four vacant rooms

i was just visualizing my present perfect love'
somebody knocked at my door
I saw
Hei' you love
She looked wonderful'
i opened my metal see thro' door

She hugged me hard
but i was a little hesitant and shy
Love! you damn!
have you ever missed me!
Isn't a surprize for me!
she again kissed my forhead
bullshit damn stupid love!
she taunted my hesitant behaviour!

But we sat comfortably in my
living room!
Love!
You've very nice looking chairs.
yeah!
Well!
darlin it's comfortable
How come!
you purchased it!
yeah!
from where!
yeah! from delhi only.
So! this is your bullshit plasma screen!
You see me over here!
Yeah! continuously!
Okeay!
how do i look like!
I opened by e-album
and opened her snap thro' 'infran-view'
It was wonderful
Full screen
Wao! such a big!
how sweet!
she was pleased too much!!
i was busy to prepare coffee for her
She came in the kitchen
Love!
It's too clean!
who maintains it!
yeah!
my maid is wonderful!
but how do you motivate her!
Nothin!
i simply ask every morning
will you have a cup of tea!
Then who makes it!
yeah! my maid!
you damn intellitgent guy: her refrain was euphoric.
We sat on the metal chairs!she suddenly noticed a huge pile of new papers.
What is that love!
Nothin! old ones!
but why love!
give it to some scrap-boy for recycling!
Yeah! he comes late!
And often i'm outside my house.
but you have saturday and sunday!
I remain hooked to you!
No! that's not like a nice guy, you see!
you do have movements for you!
I smiled!
It's all for you!
she said! damn crazy guy!
you are maniac!

She picked one old news paper! she read a news coloumn. What is this love! The coloumn read:- 'Indian soldiers committing suicide-It's three times more than the casualties at wartimes'.
She went thro'
kept a calm!
suddenly she asked!
what is this bullshit happening!
I didn't reply!
Hei' Love!
You! i'm asking you! why this is happening!
i ignored!
Have these chocolate buiscuits!
she picked one!
but love! i'm asking you! what that's happening!
I saw into her antarctic eyes!
I knew now bullshit pandora box will open:-
I murmurred: "gene-ecology".
what's this jargon!
say simple! Love!!
Love!
Most of our gene-set-up is in dynamic equilibrium with the live environs. It otherwise means this gene-set-up produces bio-chemicals on its own and under the influences of live environs. The net of these bio-chemicals is responsible for our live totality.

Whole of the mentioned above, can be categorized in a single mega-conceptual-knowledge base-i.e gene-ecology!!

It is extremely multi-disciplinary knowledge threeshold! eg. whole of psychology, Psyciatry(in cluding neuro-Psy.), hormonal-dynamism, part of sociology and a part of political sciences,+ applied aspects of nano-bio-technology (including microbiology, pathology, genetics)+ distantly related aspects of athics, religion, affiliations (group etc)+ impact of man made aspects e.g Personal Laws and its tentacular ramifications.

She interrupted: Bullshit! what is this mega-web dictionary!!

I saw her beautiful hymalayan hair and got lost somewhere in the green vallies of Himalayas!!

she was asleep: may be she was too bored of this bullshit heavy topic.

But i did murmur: who can not afford to go to himalayas (may be in thoughts) he is likely to commit suicide if psychiatry doesn't come running to bail him/her out.

to be continued


source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, Kan, PU CHD



YOU GIVE ME A HOPE TO FIGHT BACK

i have seen my love thro' you
i come home
it's rather irrelevant
and i find one diff thro' you

i know it's really hard to find
a new meaning every day
but i presume'and tell my heart
to accept
as if new for the day
it gives your fragrance
and i forget the stale
and clumsy world around

i ignore the whole array of
critiques and flip sides
you see you give me
a meaning of my being around
and start a fresh
irrespective of the hr of the clock

i ignore my inner vacuum

your beauty
i find one in my being

is this the harsh reality around me

i tell my heart
go on pulsating

you have a friend
shingly bird
she is just like you
so sweet
so calm
so beautiful
i see her through you
and find my relevance
i know the epemeral quotient of relevance
i ignore all the hard realities around

i find the air has started soothing me
and i get going
may be
next moment may be more harsh
and i may
opt out
just to have glimpse of you
but i am happy with the find

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, Kan, PU CHD

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