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Most of the personal worries come from a common ailment
we may call it deficient syndrome
a feeling of inner psyche
something is lacking far way behind "me"
explicit
implicit
or it may be in distorted persona
probably the way out lies in self acceptance
with all pervasive grace
but not with disgust, rebellion or distrust of self
but how does it make a difference
well!
simple, we gracefully accept ourselves to ourselves
the worries take a dignified acceptance
it becomes a way of life connotation
the biggest achievement is
siphoning of extra negative emotions
source: shipra.v
THIS high tech fiasco is a point to the recessive markeet forces besides it has a hidden, forbidden instinctive desire to own beyond a level of uncertain external world
but how far we are insulated from this external world
may be not at all
only those who aspire in the introvert forces far less acknowledged as normal
the meaning of life comes into question
too many a times
but probably
all of us
succumb to the unwitty nerves
driven by exteriors
may be its far more evolutionary
at the time and space term
but whether
we accomodate
or not
truth goes beyond
our aspersions
source : shipra.v
too many domains and commands
of reality
i get annoyed
at the least
may be there is no diff
sanity is too thin of insanity
so i again
fall back
your love
brings pains
i have used to
sufferings
of self
i make a little diff
of the reality
may be
my thoughts
they are too beautifull
to your world
around me
source: shipra.v
i negotiate my life
like a child
with no exact replica
of mine
and of yours
probably that's why
i confront
taxing movements
all the way
thro' the time
horizons of happiness
if they are
too minisicule
probably
you have stolen
the priceless movements of mine
i search you
thro' the nanonic universe
may be
somehow
i find a solace
or a meaning
choice is too simple
probably hard off me
source: shipra.v
salt has been utilised by bio-world as an eternal source of physiological movements
Their is hardly a scenario where salt driven bio-equations falter their way to the unison of existence instinct
An all pervasive fundamental
So this factor has not stopped only at physiological level of existence
It has more reaching potentials in psychology and psychiatric aspects of all living beings
The cycle of emotions we encounter too scary of its definitive aspects is largely driven by the basic forces of salts
In a gist its a formative way of osmosis and its sister reactions like reverse-osmosis, en-osmosis and the like
But how we are bothered here for this stupid micro-biology
The reason is simple
we try to find
the the stirrings in ourselves
the non ending invisible aspects of our being around
source: shipra.v
one instant of mine
and your presence
with my whole world
divided like hell
hoping
a heaven
you just fail to admire
me a diehard
hardly make a difference
with the reality
and my thoughts
my brain
it overpowers
and says
plasma physics proves
whole of the world/universe
its a nano nano thin
but looks like infinite big
so it takes sides
with my thoughts
of your presence
in my whole world
i wonder
who is more
me
my brain
or my thoughts
may be none
as
its another replica
of your love
with me
in my world
source: shipra.v
Clouds of happiness and sad movements
its too much
all the way
with my mood
desperate to find you
in the hope
may be
one day
a moment comes
with a zest of mine
with eclipse of your smile
i know you are not around
i search
to befool my nerves
and find
to be fooled by myself
the quest
it never ends
may be
i am used to
source shipra.v
I often wonder
how this bullshit love starts magnetizing you
in a blackhole of beyond apprehensive equations
is it
you need to experience the dazy heights
to know the undefined
hauty heights of love
very difficult to have glimpse of reality factor
i know
all of us
simple squeeze thro' the factor
say
just it happens
but how far
we can succumb to the unreal
whether
it may reveal
some day
not difinite
as definition is itself an antithesis
of the love factor
is the your physique
may be true
to a large extent
but its largely with those who are a little less awakened
about themselves and of the enviorns
but what about others
too much knowledgable to the finish
at least the existential exteriors
again
its a trapy trap
is it wait factor
of the euphoric magnetism
it may serve another exteriority
but hidden ends are too hazy
rather prefer to keep silent
of every effort of their getting woven out
or is it
the enigma is itself provoking illusion
may be true
never-the-less
largely unit driven emotive quotient
happened to be supported by factors
hitherto a constraints itself
but how does it matter at all
source: shipra.v
is it true
you a damn impervious
quipped my annoyed heart
i searched my consceince
with a disdain nerve
whilst searching
i found me
somewhere
less defined surroundings
some places quite known to me
others too irrelevant
to taste to the tunes of likes
after a hazy travel
i find to land
at a no man's land
i searched again
this time
a lot of hearts
known to me
i tried the unknown ones
find too much to hide
so is the instinct
prevalent
i searched all
i tried my romantic nerves
get attached to the evirons
search became too laser-scopic
things started deciphering hot
but i stopped short
reasons was simple
source: shipra.v
WHEN- ever i happen to write
i know
i have started to go
just as if you've asked me
to reach the heights
unknown
defined too hazy
probably
least known to me
i was staring at CP
nothing new to me
except that i never found you
hanging around
probably that's what
i was looking for
i suddely felt
it's time to push off
i left
with your auora
near and around me
my heart asked
damn it
what will you
with that bullshit auora
my soul replied
nothing
keep it
till the other part
comes
with the droplets
of delhi environs
source: shipra.v
Most of the personal worries come from a common ailment
