15/07/2008 Tuesday, July 15, 2008
 way back in our litrary giants
probably one thing comes out a common factor
the scanty quotient of 'relatedness'
probably haunty all
cutting across
the equsitive value of knowledge and wealth
of all sorts
in a fine morning
i was standing at Rhotak railway station
the wet and soft cooled environs
the romance of the surroundings
with some memories
of mine and others
some hardy and worldly people
sitting at a fence pavement
probably waiting for their train timings
i did wonder
whether their related quotient makes them so fit
the chance waiting for my friends
at desolate railways junctions
it all puts another fire of relatedness
right at the spirit
hitherto crumbling with crunch of the routine
these exotic attire
of the self
i do wonder
at the findings of the latest ultra modern behavioural sciences
is it
simple
the robust ways
makes the things so simple
and interesting full of 'joys'
may be
its rather more relevant
earlier people felt more happy
since they were too simple
source : mallika sherawat
0 comments: 13/07/2008 Sunday, July 13, 2008
 when asked upon of jittery query of where do you want to reside
Lord Krishna paused for a real long
replied with a fathomless smile " your 'karam bhumi' overpowers all"
i spend my special time
to negotiate His words
to internalise
the pains, inquisitive quotient, the magnetic nerves
and
the "ruthless heart"
why we wander to nowhere
it reverberates every morning
when i cross vijay chowk
the beauty does cast its own spell
but it dithers away
at the other moment
is it like
the fag habbit
or the hidden volcano
of what we may be made off
i find little to soothen my own traps
my steps pull me up and down
and i go on and on
i remember
a sweating amitabh
with a few words at his lips
" i am yet too anxious of the uncertain: so i work hard to my nerves"
probably things happen
own its own
we just fit into
source : mallika sherawat
Saturday, July 12, 2008
 today at 5.25 hrs
i sped my car to reach delhi domestic airport terminal
my nerves strained too much to find a plethora of topographic changes
it has been too long since i chanced to see someone at airport
this time
a very special heart
whose roots lie at my interiors of gene language,
she was travelling spice jet to mysore for her software engineer job
i could talk to her thro' the security gate only as she was already thro' the security norms of airport
her beautifull friend just took her patience till i could say good bye
i did wish to talk to her
probably she was too formal to steer a bit far
moments went
i was alone as usual
way back
my speed was of a "rickshapuller"
at my office
too many a times
i go upstairs to glance the airtraffic
and wonder at the frequency
this time
i hardly know
at what
i will wonder at
source : Mallika sherawat, navu
0 comments: 28/06/2008 WARNING FOR AIR PASSENGERS..June 29, 2008   BE ALERT! (as received…!) Be Careful at the Indian Airports, This is a well organized conspiracy by Indian Immigration, Police, Customs and Air India staff with networking at all the Indian International Airports. Be careful when ever you give your passport to Immigration/ Customs/Air India staff. The pass port can be easily tampered and can create trouble to you. They have found easy way of making money from NRIs. This is the way it works: At the time of the passenger's departure, if the passenger is not looking at the officer while he is stamping the exit, the officer very cleverly tears away one of the page from the passport. When the passenger leaves the immigration counter, the case is reported on his computer terminal with full details. Now all over India they have got full details of the passenger with Red Flag flashing on the Passport number entered by the departure immigration officer. They have made their money by doing above. On arrival next time, he is interrogated. Subject to the passenger's period of stay abroad, his income and standing etc., the price to get rid of the problem is settled by the Police and Immigration people. If someone argues, his future is spoiled because there are always some innocent fellows who think the honesty is the basis of getting justice in India... Please advise every passenger to be careful at the airport. Whenever they hand over the passport to the counters of Air India, or immigration or the customs, they must be vigilant, should not remove eyes from the passport even if the officer in front tries to divert their attention. Also, please pass this information to all friends, media men and important politicians. Every month 20-30 cases are happening all over India to rob the NRIs the minute he lands. Similar case has happened with Aramco's Arifuddin. He was traveling with his family. They had six passports. They got the visa of America and decided to go via Hyderabad from Jeddah. They reached Hyderabad. Stayed about a month and left for the States. When they reached the States, the page of the American visa on his wife's passport was missing. At the time of departure from Hyderabad it was there, the whole family had to return to Hyderabad helplessly. On arrival at Bombay back, they were caught by the police and now it is over 2 months, they are running after the Police, Immigration officers and the Courts. On going in to details with him, he found out the following: One cannot imagine, neither can believe, that the Indian Immigration dept can play such a nasty game to harass the innocent passengers. All the passengers traveling to & fro India via Bombay and Hyderabad must be aware of this conspiracy. Every month 15 to 20 cases are taking place, at each mentioned airport, of holding the passengers in the crime of tearing away the passport pages. On interviewing some of them, none of them was aware of what had happened. They don't know why, when and who tore away the page from the middle of the passport. One can imagine the sufferings of such people at the hands of the immigration, police and the court procedures in India after that. The number of cases is increasing in the last 2-3 years. People who are arriving at the immigration, they are questioned and their passports are being held and they have to go in interrogation. Obviously, the conspiracy started about 2 to 3 years ago, now the results are coming. Some of the Air India counter staff too is involved in this conspiracy. KINDLY SEND THIS TO AS MANY AS YOUR FRIENDS ACROSS THE WORLD AND ALSO REQUEST THEM TO CHECK THE PASSPORT AT THE CHECKING COUNTERS AND BEFORE LEAVING THE AIRPORT
26/06/2008 Thursday, June 26, 2008
 when i'm surrounded by lows
my spirit plays die hard
to come off
strive a bit
with the moment
off the moment
i yearn for my love
my heart asks
are you sure
it's your love
that makes
all the whirl- pools
in and around you
i stare a bit
at my own thoughts
with a vacuumenous vainfull querries
whish for a reply
to soothen
my dud nerves
time may have proven
too truant a role
i encounter day and night
my heart quips again
i know
i havn't replied
i look inward
outwards too
to find one
for me
but
i ask myself
who i am
source: amitabh bachhan, mallika sherwat
21/06/2008 Saturday, June 21, 2008
 i've often wondered at Nature's way of experimentations
with the live or otherwise
i close my books, thoughts too
to actualize
whether if
A Nature does exist at all
or
it's a mere co-existence of
like and dislike factors
very hard to find
i recluse in bliss of unknown instincts
the stormy inquisitive live half
it never stops
asking too often
why the hell
you skirt every time
i ask a meaningfull
i wonder
does Nature has a meaning at all
i look thro' the ages
it fails to suffice
may be
little is known to us
The Nature's way of
putting the elements of relevance
into shape
i pause for a moment
see if
scale of time and space is too large
and i'm looking for
too short
source : amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, kanudha, pu chd
20/06/2008 Friday, June 20, 2008
 i was walking on the red sands on rajpath
as usual,to my work place
with thoughts of
lost and found, at my psyche
and what for??
it was too faithfull to withstand
the windy showers
my brain visualizing
amitabh bachan
on a parallel track bound for his shoot
with and without
of the hazy yes and nos
of the day with past ladden
with its own circumscribed
pearls of movements
my whys and whats
i crossed the venue
in the eve
after the work hrs
and
my heart murmurred
this is the 'heaven'
for your live being
live it
with or without
lost and found
afterall
very little
comes thro'
what you think off
yourself
source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat
17/06/2008 Tuesday, June 17, 2008
 the twin sciences of horrible dephth of know how: psychiatry+psychology
speaks such words that need a careful handling
we all negotiate the lofty heights and darkest lows
that what constitutes an entertainer
the glamour of forbidden instincts
but that's a part for the piece of apple pie
the skin deep wishes and fencies
nurtured thro' hazy horizons of self
the inner and outer alike
as the relevance quotient hardly pacify
an intellectual heart
probably the price tag is too big
and we pay for the exotic ends
that never stops
with or without the age
seen thro'
the daily crunch
and reality around
probably that's the vacuum
that drives far deeper
as that heart
comes to up
the down is a step ahead
before
the ups takes over
source : mallika sherawat, amitabh bachan, my ex-boss: santosh dasgupta, pu chd
16/06/2008 Monday, June 16, 2008
 i often wonder at the utilitarian existential of computer games
but i hardly say it's boring
the reason is simple
live people too often cross the quotient of relevance
may be too negative to accept the grounds
so do i find at orkut
latest is the blogging by public known people
amitabh bachan's entries evokes a special query
i wonder
is it hidden failures of "LOVE''
IT SAYS A LOT
BUT HARDLY ACCEPTED BY THE HEART
i was driving my car thro' rain showered ''delhi's lung" "forest" drive ways
my lady friend too amused by the uphomistic exuberance of the biotic world
said: they too are live only with 'NATURAL SHOWER'
i cut thro' the utterances
said
it's the bio-logical clock which infact rules the roost
probably she couldn't touch the dephth
but i did see
the plants knew better
i drove fast
for my mundanes
source: mallika sherawat, amitabh bachhan
15/06/2008 Sunday, June 15, 2008
 late night
early morning hrs
when the world sleep to sooth
i look around
to find you
somewhere
around me
my plants
they sing too sweet
say
hei' come to us
to sooth you
find your love
i stand a distance
to find me
too muddy environs
rains too have come
say
come have a shower
with our love
find your
heart's felt pleasure
see
how scintillating
it's all around
i stand
alone
to find
if you appear
somewhere
at around
the droplets
source: mallika sherawat
14/06/2008 Saturday, June 14, 2008
 i was playing a game " the tanks fight"
with the cpu
i was astonished to win by 82 vs 0
once i thought
who is there being happy with that of mine
my brain interrupted too abrupt
"too stupid thought"
i kept mum
the other movement
i chanced to see mallika sherawat at a swamy"saint" ashram/locale
i did wonder what's she doing over here
my brain again interrupted " damn it' too too bullshit stupid thought"
i kept mum
now i saw the tornado at its whirlish wish
i kept mum and the stupid brain too
but my heart broke its stoic silence
it said
'are you both scared off'
i murmurred
what do you mean
it put a word
'the genome war is in your backyard'
my sceintific brain obliged with its cool heart
" its all around all the time "
source: mallika, shipra vashisht, pu chd
0 comments: 12/06/2008 Thursday, June 12, 2008
 i was watching croatia vs germans for semifinals world football
i often don't take sides
probably i'm poor at sports
but
reasons may be diff too
i love the loosing side
Once faced an ultimate warrior ( barbaric )
Lord Krishna asked
which side you're
the reply shocked the Lord
" i' ll fight from the loosing side"
the shock of the Lord
it was justified
as He knew who would be the loosing side
barbaric sacrificed what he had, to THE LORD
but i remember till date like many who know the indian epics to their heart
THE SUCCESS IS HIDDEN SOMEWHERE AT YOUR SOUL
i ask my stupid brain
who controls the nuances
it says
your love
i stare at
all around
and wonder
what is this
and
why
source inspire: she+he(the bachhans), amitabh bachhan, mallika sherawat, pu chd
10/06/2008 Tuesday, June 10, 2008
 my heart often tosses me out
i skirt its findings,disapproval
nagging alike
i know
a stream of traumatic lows
somewhere hidden
corners of the interiors
remotely manoevred by hazy equations
i pacify
equate the live
find too little success
at the end
i manufacture the success
my stupid brain
it never keeps far behind
at my incompetence
tells the truth
i always avoid to listen
i wonder
at the old adage
who is more sincere
and why
source inspire: shipra vashisht, amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, pu chd
0 comments: Sunday, June 8, 2008
 i was too naive
at the words of my school teacher : nothing suceeds like success
i cross vijay chowk duty bound
it taunts me without fail
"you've evolved to a direction of the scale of time and space: where success becomes meaningless"
it doesn't stop too short
but speaks my language
" success is implied as if time and space has their own meanings in space:"
i stare at vijay chowk
and suddenly recalls all scenes of history, it has gone thro'
but my inquisitive nerves are too sad at my incompetence
i keep mum
enjoy the traffic, people too
recall my beautifull days and friends
and feel
life is not explainable in that too simple words
but i hardly stops
as i have to reach my v.i.p office at dot time
when it's a few minutes
at my chair
i drink a glass of cooled water
ask for a cup of tea
have a sip
pull out my navy cut
and a bill board right at my head
it says "NO SMOKING PLEASE"
i listen no words
as if i'm still working on einsteinien theory of success
source: aishwarya rai, amitabh bachan, mallika sherwat
Saturday, June 7, 2008
 one day
at panjab univ rest house at shimla
my tender nerves
struck to the exterior
too optimistic of the hidden half
naive thoughts
so the reality
i negotiate
parallel equations
a day after
presuming the buddy half
lies well deep in my psyche
i often wonders
whether this trap is too pervasive
probably reply is too forbidden
i "loook" thro'
the faces
known
otherwise too
find too fearsom to decipher
hard of reality
i recluse
a step off the forbidden
source: amitabh bachan, Dr. anisha puri
07/06/2008 Saturday, June 7, 2008
 i was standing at a desolate corner of my village
enjoying the gathering at far end of thoughts
a few house lights
dark else where
i have noticed
haryana has evolved further
a dedicated power generator/regulator for a village
i did feel
if it's going to put some lights at our hearts
things have changed
since i left my univ
but i still prefer to live at it only
my heart asks
are you so sure of studies and the know how
my reply is hazy
as i do often feel and realize
AFTER ALL
WHAT SHERWOOD has taught me
i commute to my v.i.p office
thro' the environs of delhi metro
a huge young hearts
absorbed at their books/notes
i find SHERWOOD AT their cute faces
but my heart still asks as usual
WHAT SHERWOOD will teach these buddies
i keep mum
may be
they are more evolved
to absorb
MORE OF SHERWOOD
source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, navu, kan, neha c'.space, shipra.v, pu chd
Saturday, June 7, 2008
 i too often stand for a while
at so many loci
look for SHERWOOD
my inner half
it's too inquisitive of my moves
it wonders
whether i've learnt a bit
i hardly reply
but one voice
it comes somewhere from
"Neigh"
i look for SHERWOOD
whether mooring(s) are that pervasive
i remain inquisitve as usual
i ask my univ
whether one of us is a misfit
it prevails with calm
comes with a another inquisitive nerve
and asks
why it's too common
pervading thro' the neurons
i ask too subtle
but it's too affirmative
"oppertunistic"
i wonder
at the reverberting voice of my univ
see if SHERWOOD HAS something to say
source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, Kan, Navu
06/06/2008 Friday, June 6, 2008
 some moments make me so absorbed
and the heart like
who never stops at a point
i do wonder why the lime light needs an array of refueling
with thoughts
glimpse of yore and the present
the school SHERWOOD AT NAINETAL (india)
some swirling twigs
with flowers of desires
may be too impatient
to know of thyself
of self
of others
but i do wonder
whether SHERWOOD is really exotic
for all
i sit back at the STUDENT CENTER OF my univ
see thro' the times
find a lot
try not to remembar
you see!! why?
it's too ladden with exotica of live
and the yore
probably i avoid calling
myself too insane
and remain in touch with reality
the other moment
it comes
with it's own SHERWOOD(s)
i retire to my hidden being
and my other half
it says
why so much fuss
and for what
SHERWOOD(s)
it's all around you
just see to it
your univ
it approves
your thoughts
source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, punjab univ, kirori mal college,kan
0 comments: 31/05/2008 Saturday, May 31, 2008
 i saw you
in the corridors of CP
i've thronged and pulsated
your being at my heart
when desolate
it gave a pulse of thorny bushes of the deserts
your waivy spells
brought a shower with elixir of love
i wonder
how the desolate changed to so live
i murmur to my heart
it's you and you
who make my hotcocklate fudge
so hot
i remember the moments
thro' nanons of Live
till i retire to the mundane
i have seen your smiles
put my heart
the top of hymalayas
the shrills of ice
i negotiate
your presence
at my heart
source: Kan
25/05/2008 Sunday, May 25, 2008
 i was reading a school book for biography of Albert Eienstein: " why Eienstein was expelled from his school".
Literature does not appeal me as a matter of fact but this time it was a real happening so i concerted my nerves to get a rhythm of the uneven hearts who happened to be on the bright side of life
this may be a nanonic relevance for the picture i have choosen for this thought
why the hell every body has to pass thro' a hell
is it?
hell is the only way to heaven of happenings"
may be true
may be we have a lot to know of what lies at the hands of the Nature
but why it pinches us to the last
when an achiever gets the hell to come off
may be we are system oriented
and the system may be a "deafult villian maker"
whether this is too pervasive
thro' our lives
probably yes
source : mallika sherawat, Albert Eienstein
24/05/2008 Saturday, May 24, 2008
 expressions
interior to our being
external
imposed upon
unexpected all the time , way upon
i was surfing thro' orkut: this is what : striked my little brain : heart squeezed thro;
the query remained: how come you being so live
i've seen the flowers vendors early hrs
and the lonely people with their ages
sitting along the high way
my car speeds thro'
i hardly put my brake
to have a close glance
though i know
way back
at home
i'll be parallel happening
throbing thro' the hearts
with vainfull co-existence
with all the factors
i defined
at the start
i do ask myself
how come
so irrelevant options
come to thrive
on a single bio-platform
i search my heart
look for unseen
and
query remains
the same
how come
such faces
strike me so hard
source: neha c.'s space
20/05/2008 Tuesday, May 20, 2008
 i do wonder a lot
at my choice of mallika sherawat
a profile whom i base upon to express and have in my heart
i hardly have seen her work at any forum
is that she belongs to haryana
a land on which i happen to have affiliations
probably i am not sincere
so is our affiliations
coming direct from core of our heart+brain+soul+electromagnetic auora
is that a default value
or an evolutionary off shoot
may be it's more complex
probably our sciences have yet to say a lot to decipher this forbidden parlains of knowledge
too many times
i do feel
less knowledge may not be a dangerous thin
if you're a bit cautious at your heart
to get entangled in unsavoury surroundings
but our evolutionary driver is clocked to take the adventuristic portfolio
where ever we happen to strive
the contrary may be too monotonous
source inspire: mallika sherawat
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i know the driver is duty bound
i often find it hard to reply to my heart
my unsatiated heart
