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'SELF CONFIDENCE AND LEARNING'; Learning process when started from basics with a strong belief that you can do it triggers a chain reaction of metabolism in whole of the body system. This energizes not only the brain faculties but supporting physical strength also increases making one-self to forget the fatigue which often accompanies the learning process.
'SELF CONFIDENCE AND AN INSTITUTION:- Now we are to discuss ultra modern concepts relating to the functioning of an institution. We are going to trigger a plethora of complicated aspects encompassing an institution. An institution is represented by a number of un-related fields of human activities eg. marriage is an institution. A univ, college, laboratory, factory, office is another aspect of institution ( here the diff of organisation and an institution has been overlooked as the point is beyond the scope of our discussion). Modern life is exhibiting very stark controversies in this spere of life.eg. a political system and administrative system are also another forms of institutions.
Decreased confidence at the unit level leads to less comitment to the system. Less-comitment leads to self-alignment at the individual level. It further leads to less satisfactin level of an individual. Further deterioration leads to individuals living in their own self-made bubbles. Further deterioration leads to depressive feeling at the individual level. When these processes occur in chain reaction the environs of a system start deteriorating. It indirectly affects efficiency, innovation, productivity, evolution of the system; compatibility is the biggest casuality at the onset of loss of self-confidence on individual leve.
HOW TO DEVELOP CONFIDENCE AT INDIVIDUAL LEVEL UNDER THE ENVIORNS OF AN INSTITUTION:-
MACRO LEVEL:- ( to be continued)
probably very miniscule number is there who accept the quotient of stress we have to negotiate in our environs. well escape(ism) is good in psychological parlains but if the things take a neurotic cardinals we need a psychiatric acceptance and live interaction with the people assigned for it. but love! psedo-intellectuals surround us every where we happen to live or thrive a meaningful or otherwise life style.
love is good excuse all the time.
but ground realities are too harsh.
as love seems to be an exotic existential, far more relevant in western driven airy winds.
so do we accept the stupid way of existence as proposed by the orthodox minds around.
may be: it's a personal choice.
but evolve your spirit:
may it be live fantasy
with mallika
but love!
how does it matter
every thin is fine
so far it serves
a useful purpose
and constructive thoughts
you see!
they are acceptable
in life as seen thro' law books
Some jerky moments of the day
nights together
my heart puts me so many queries
in a single breath
is it
her absence
led me realise
the nuances of my love
i suddenly realise
the depth of the Antarctic ocean
biting cold
darkest to the full
but i see a zone of swirling light
emanating from your aura
i get magnatized
leave the whole hell behind
come flying to you
see your love
feel to my nerves
i wonder
is it my zone of love
or a start of
your magnetism
But time makes me realise
you have to leave
negotiate
howsoever predetermined
and pre- destined
i leave, but
my steps are waivy
as i am reaching
a place of conflicts
created by me
your love
and world around
i fall back
on your thoughts
and
hope
it'll fetch me
another solution
for the day
at least
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, cao office mod, ms isha deol, pu chd india
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Love is a privilege
probably my univ tought me this tender nuance
-but what constitute love
i negotiate
till date
-i cross vijay chowk
in a hurry in morning hrs
but too lazy cozy guy
in eve hrs
-reasons are simple
i have no superior
huanting me at my home
-but is it
love is driven by
conflict model
-my heart retorts
damn fool
how dare you think like this
-i get no jolt
may be i take my heart
for granted too much
-but when i see
the conference hall (Parliament bldg)
my inner half
it quips like a little lad
-hei! love
these guys
attend it
for love sake
-my brain lauhgs
at my stupid nerves
-but it suddenly pauses
i wonder what has happened
-i see many
around me
-but that's too negative
my soul wakes up
i keep my calm
-and my quest
to negotiate love
remains
where it was earlier
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, cao office ministry of defence, ms deol (senior), pu chd
every morning
i start with a new hope
of your love
and gets going
how it be too humble
eve hrs
and my another confront
with my inner half
gets started
i console a lot
but
the low
is too stormy
i get engulfed
with a trap
of my own making
i recall your moments
with me
all the way
and
wonder
at the de facto casualty
i find no reply
but the trap goes on
may be your love
bring a note of diff
within me
around me
and i fall back
on your love
ignore the real world
but i know
it's another excuse
i accept the bubbles
of existence
and
of your love
with a patience
i do know
it's too ephemeral
and the other inning
of low spirits
surrounds
where i go
but i
a damn stupid chap
again say to my heart
let's try
this time
my love
it'll bring a solace
and thus
runs my day
night together
and i negotiate
my low quotient
Love!
how many times we encounter
the reality crunch at our heart
may be every next moment
we struggle our best
to evolve a little more
to find
a relative solution
at the least
downs and ups
make
a toss of our soul
and
we see in silence
the other end
may be too hauty
to appreciate
to get a hold of it
but yes love
at the heart of hearts
we
make a mirage
of our popcorn syndrome
wishes
may be too airy
but
they enthuse
a siprit
to prepare us
for another fight
and we forget
the results
the kickbacks too
yes love
that's what
i get of your popcorn syndrome
source inspiration: mallika sherawat live encounter with a dumpy old chap at a tv channel '....................................'
Love!
i'm a wanderer by thoughts
but too lazy
and when she comes to me
in her beautifull attire
i get enthused
for a little to do
to make her
a little more glamourous
and love to see
love to see her off
she comes too often
but too in haste
i make a cup of tea
for her
beautifull lips
she says, love!
hurry!
it's time to go
and i push up
some how consoling my heart
she will come back soon
and me
wait for her train
at a small raiway junction
nearby
she leaves me waiving her hands
i look into her eyes
and get lost
in Antarctica
i know
she has to go
too busy to have
a few more movements
i find me alone
as usual
go to nearby stall
have a cup of tea
and my navy cut
my heart wonders
why tea is too good
with her
without her
and i console my soul
with my navy cut
my heart
waits for
another
cup of tea
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, astha.b, pu chd india, govt medical college faridkot punjab, india
many a moments of your wait
and me a damn lazy and crazy guy
the exotic beauty of the day
and spicy heart with a oldy dumpy head
but love to see you
in and around
my love lane
it stretches at the wavelength of a heart
but love
have you heard
its nanons travel far too fast
it tumbles down
the einstein theroy of speed
some may know as theory of relativity
but my love
my equation
remains hooked to my love lane
your thoughts
and my heart
it querrels too often
with my dumpy head
as it says
you
going to insanity
but love
my love lane too adventuristic
to take your thoughts
and you know
i will say
a bit by bit
to know
your heart
and to have the time
stretched too far
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, cao's office ministry of defence, kan, bbps rohini delhi, dps rk puram new delhi, smiridhi minhas, govt medical college tanda hp , rajpath, pu chd india.
Love! have you ever heard of
two combine of biological clock and gene-ecology
and their dynamic control of our being, happy beings around
many psychiatry super-specialists of the world may have to scratch their head to make a sense of it
but love! the facts are too interesting and a heart is needed to decipher fine secrets of Mother Nature.
you can presume that a heart lies with you:
in toto we have only 2-3% active genome and rest is sleeping a sleep of 'kumbhkaran' of Ramanyana of Lord Rama.
but these miniscule %age genes are in active dynamic interaction with our live environs.
The active %age reaches 5% if dicussed inclusive of the concept of gene-language which is master controler of what we are and what we can visualize to have been or will be. (their is no field of knowledge which escapes its tentacular implications).
It controls our daily rhythmic biological entity inclusive of behavioural aspects and basic instincts. The direct implication is through hormonal dynamism of the bio-unit. The bio-logical clock translates the factor of time and space+geo-magnetism into our live activities. The gene-ecology further extends itself into varieability of biological existence.
In vivo environs ( natural labs of bio-world) the gene-ecology functions on the framwork of time,space,geo-magnetism, hetero-genosity,homogenosity(..genes combines sexually with compatible but with diff traits/similar('parallel')traits respectively),random selectivity+accumulative cofficient of genosides/-tides, and survival capabilities.
In otherwords the environs act upon genes to evolve their bio-chemistry and our own active dynamism is much to say in terms of psycho-socio-psychiatric traits/characteristics.
But how to control the dynamism of genotides'/-sides in vitro environs(controlled /lab-environs) is a real challenge to conceptualize and actualize: and a heart is needed to decipher the fine genesis of Nature's secrets.
And i presume heart lies with Mallika Sherawat.
(to be continued)
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, kan, pu chd. india
with a heart of millions of questions
i cross every eve
the vijay chowk
vip car honking is like your bangles' shrieks
bit by bit
the backdrop leaves a shadow of
what i know a little of
and
the shadow remains with me
of
your thoughts
i see around
with a new spirit
at my every breath
as if
you may be somewhere
near and around
my trees often say
love!
hei!
she is with us
i know they are jealous of me
and
my love
i say with docile nerves
yeh! i know
you support a beauty around
but
my beauty
may be some where
busy, as of now
they say somethin
i ignore a lot
as me and my heart
stumble back
thro' the love lane
of millions
rajpath
i see around
as if some one
may say
hei! you
she is here
source inspiration: shipra. v, pu chd india
love! have you ever heard
a source of eternity of provocation
which lies at our heart
i've often talked of gene-ecology and gene-language
both the aspects are hard to digest
and much more difficult
to know
Nature has kept its secrets
closely guarded
howsoever we may try hard
we land at a more cobwire of questions
and queries sumount us
but you know love
it's probably the start of starts
i have talked of eternal love too
the combine is relevant
it makes our life to breathe
and evoking spirit triggers this eternal love
that's why i say love is complete in itself
and i've linked it with popcorn syndrome of Mallika Sherawat
it's not because that she affiliates to bollywood
but it has far more deep roots in our psyche
well difinitely a heart is there
where popcorn syndrom lies
and love accompanies it
so is the evoking spirit
if you fail to make a sense out of it
i'll ask Mallika to elaborate
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, kan, rajpath, pu chd india
Love! how many of us know that we play to the tunes of our heart and instead get injured in the process. The instinctive behaviouralism gets us in further cob web of our own making and spend the rest of our lives in negotiating the freedom which never comes.
and love! nobody escapes this anigmatic syndrome of paradoxes
the truth is harsh to internalise.
religious excuses fill the vacuum at our hearts and the lofty love remains a distant far cry.
modern science of psychiatry has a greater role to play as the awakened ones suffer the most.
but how many of us have the privilege at their sides.
your ionosphere
and my thoughts
remain
hooked together
where i go
i search you
in and around me
and the hope
remains
perhaps
you're are there
the directions change
not the desire
and my breaths
resonate
while you may be there
and if not
you must be
getting
a glimpse of my waves
of my heart
source inspiration: shipra.v, pu chd india
i have known you
since eternity
but
when you got to know me
sun retired
i wished your nerves with equal combination of intensive rod and cone optic neurons
but i was sad to know Mother Nature was too constrained to opt for heterogenosity of traits
and i found with sad nerves that only love couldn't fetch the whole array of bio-divergent nanons
i waited in patience
for time less love
and the rhythm of shades and sun
to combine
to find
my love survive
the test of Nature
and my wait
goes on and on
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v,kan pu chd india
All the time i remain hooked to you
and your fingers
stumble upon
at a point
where my breath
gets sticked
til you come
and stumble again
sticky thoghts
and choice of mine
let me
once again
in cob-web
where my soul
search you hard
pulsating hard for its being
but thinks
better wait
for another nanonic movement
you may be somewhere
the shades and sun
laugh
at my innocence
and me
the bad guy of the day
looks for
your glimpse
late nights
whole world
forget
and sleep
and my heart and soul
listen
to the flow of traffic
on a nearby highway
may be
one vehicle
may come scraching halt
and you alight from
to meet
my soul and heart
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, pu chd india
'SELF CONFIDENCE AND LEARNING'; Learning process when started from basics with a strong belief that you can do it triggers a chain reaction of metabolism in whole of the body system. This energizes not only the brain faculties but supporting physical strength also increases making one-self to forget the fatigue which often accompanies the learning process.
