ORCHIDS BRINGS YOUR FRAGRANCE

howsoever i may try
reality crunch
finds me
lacking of
millions of horizons

and me a stupid dud
looks for excuses
all the way
and thro ' the clock

when it becomes
too hard to accept
i resign in your wait

thro' the thin air
of stratosphere
and my heart
looks for the nanons
coming
after touching you
and your aura

i get the frag
and get lost
in your cosy hair

my orchids
give a live ref of your being
around me
within me

to avoid
asking my brain
of hallucination

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, kan, pu chd, dps rk puran new delhi, bbps rohini delhi (india), my love lane -rajpath india gate india.

my hindi loves you

meri sanso mein tum ho
dekhta hu mei
nazar atei tum ho

bahut chaha
meri pass tum'
na aa sako

dil ke tar na jaan sako

kuch badla mei

vakat badal gaya

aur mein

kuch dekhta raha

EXCUSE: OF YOU TO SEE AROUND

i see you
and get an impulse
how we stand
tough and unison

but it's ephemeral
and shades away
as the sun retires

nights are too challenging
so i find my love
to come off

is the cycle so sturdy
to find me
at a receiving end
every eve
i ask my self

and as ususal the reply is too hard to find
i see around

and get the scenario
not diff

a soothing air
thro' my windows
comes straight to my heart

and i get
another challenge

i wonder
is it so

and find
may be
it's the way
to find her
and her glimpse around

source inspiration: shipra.v

IN MY UNIV

I know you
since my univ days

but today
i know nothin of me

you know love
why
i lost my-self

in my univ
as
i left you
in my univ

and till day
i live in univ days

we a spoilt lot
of my univ products
but my love
yeah! my univ
till date
comes to me
and asks
how are you
damn fool

i see
into her eyes
she looks
more
like me
like you

and i live in my univ
and you

yeah! love
you see
love and
at first sight
and that with your univ

it's beyond
but i love to live
beyond
as you live there

source inspiration: neha c'. sapce

YOU REMIND ME OF MY LOVE

Love!
you're a note of euphoria
for my soul

you know
me a too docile
and you the agile
combine is too good

i have very contrast
in my being
mine is three- in-one
and the fourth remains addicted with my love

i'll tel you of my love
but she is too scary of
gallery
of nerves
of words
and the mobs

i do miss my love and you too
you know love
why
it's too exotic with you
only my heart knows
a little of you

and my bullshit brain
a damn packed
funky bag
of psychiatric medicines

bu love
my soul
it's like
my sweat heart

and that's
why
it remains hooked to my beauty queen

but who is she

i'll take a lot
of time
of space
to tell you
a bit of her

source inspiration ; neha c'.s space

GOD OF YOUR MAKING

i remember my social studies
and the things are quite diff
when put in abstract perspective(ism)

and if you remember our sufi saints of yester time
probably its much more evident
they pointed to find
god with you
and only within you

and today religious stalwarts
often talk of vicious habitual and instinctive traits
while they do know
they are part of the cycle

well making god and god related processes too spicy serves many a purposes

and it's by default, to find every one of us forget the gist
and get lost in rhetoric of obsecure connotations surrounding our lives

but my heart often asks me
damn it yaar
you stick to your god

and my love
and love of love

yeah it seems to be a better occupation source

well! finding a way off obscurantism is a good excuse
but it makes a sense for the few initiated ones

but let it be the choice of love
to find it one
or ignore the same

source inspiration: neha c'.s space

POWER OF YOUR THOUGHTS

when time and space get too heavy on my nerves
and all of my knowledge goes steer-free
i look to a glimpse
of your being around

morning and eve hrs
i know you a too busy bee around
and me
i make busy my soul
heart and bullshit brain together
in your thoughts

my brain is too horrible
it says: i hope you are'nt 'bisham-pitamaha' -of 'mahabharta'

i look to my stale brain
i do ask it
you see even apples when stale - are too stinky to tolerate

and my brain retorts back
i have been to himachal pardesh (india) many a times

i again rebuff its way of annoying me
you know love
i know a better lot
you see
even your own beings
are too jealous of your love

i love seeing the people deep in jealous

my brain too stormy to react
and says
fools always make their own
castles
may be
in windy airs

source inspiration : neha c'. s space

3.SELF-CONFIDENCE

There is human tendency to find rose gardens every where they happen to visit. But stark reality is that lady luck smiles on a privileged few. And it's not always true that conducive or rosy environs enthuse confidence rather less exposure to outer world and challenging time makes a person more prone to introvert instinctive behavioral patterns. It is the extrovert traits in one's thoughts and actions that we develop confidence and start learning intuitively how to negotiate the hostile enviorns and come out triumphant. Sucess is not a straight equation/even Eienstein took a great pains and courage to proove that e=1/2mv(SUARE). And we ofcourse, know that this is not always true in space parlains.
TECHNICALLY WE CAN SAY THAT SELF-CONFIDENCE IS CONSTRUCTIVE SELF-HYPNOSIS ON THE MOTHERBOARD OF KNOWLEDGE OF MECHANISM GOVERNING THE PROCESS UNDER CONSIDERATION

(TO BE CONTINUED)

source inspiration: neha c'. space

you come thro' this angel

you come like this flying angel
straight into my heart
and its nanons gets exonerated of its shackles
i wonder at the consequences
and it does at my docile nerves

i have tried many times
to visualize you
in my live environs
without any epitomizing factor

i know it's far too airy
and impractical too
but
my heart never puts on hold
it goes on and on

me a poor chap with it
look for another simely
to make a acceptable
enviorns of some consequences
but it pulsate to hard
to negotiate the ground

i see around
you come
and go
and give me
another challenge
like this flying angel

i struggle again
to find
some
may a remotely accurate
but you see love
my excellence
is a pit of hole
too empty
to shallow
to absorb
your aura

and you come
with
a thunderous applause
and i look for
another
may be
this time
with a more viable alternate

but i do know
you're too exotic
for my being around
like this angel

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, kan, pu chd india

SADISTIC PRODUCT OF INEQUALITY

Inequality is a distastefull conotation in its very begining
but how many of us know
inequality is a strong driving force
to evoke a horrible impulse in many of us
it's sadistic quotient
and if greek wild fire of yesterday is to be examined in totality
it becomes an immediate handy proof to what is said aforesaid

I was wondering
whether this phenomenon
is responsible
for american and australian continent wild fire
the reason and reply points to an emphatic 'yes'

well surveillance authorities has a limiting factor
well inbuilt in the system itself
as i often talk of great Darwin theory of number will match number
and it's far relevant today

the direct gist comes out to be
better be vigilant of your interests

and politics of poverity should not be allowed to sway your qualitative dicision making process of your brain
You know even writers sucummb to this vicious instinct
of writing and glorifying sympathetic behaviouralism
all related to poverty
and the basic intention is to sell the product
as I always stick to my Darwin theory like a default in my software of my bio-system

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, cnn

WANDERING HALF

Many a times my heart asks me
a lot which goes off my brain

I choose to remain complacent
but my heart stirs my soul too

I look for a lost love
the elixir for: in lieu of reply

It fails to fetch a solace
and my soul wanders without steer

I try another chance
visit my places
I roamed with her

I create more problems
as my heart knows no dicipline

It asks: where is she now

What should I tell

She has been lost in clouds

I know: It will ask

search hard
till you find her

source inspiration: neha c'.s space

TASLIMA FACTOR

Love!
a moment comes
when every methodology falls flat
and
i'm sucked into the storm

i wait for another moment
and
hope
something miraculous may happen

i know
you are
far away from me
and far less
to fetch
a solace

i build
a house of sand
make your presence felt
to my heart
brain alike

a strong winds come
throws away
my whole efforts

i stand silent
to see the ruins
of my love
of my hopes

and the time
plays
another cruel joke

my spirit plays
to the tune of biodiversity


i stand again
to face another
onslaught

my soul wonders
at my nerves

and i wonders at my soul

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v (cao office ministry of defence),kanudha.s, pu chd india

YOUR AUORA

u have been ,
specially carved out
like my beautiful friends

i see you live
and have the rhythm of your heart
felt at my own

my little brain wonders

as it has read so much
in literary wizards' creations

when you epitomize
thro' your love

you become
as if your love

and this is what
the spiritualistics big wig
told thro' the time

i can't say
whether i believe in Him

but i do wonder
he believes in me

and that's why
your beauty around me
and
her's aura
sends the waves
to swirl

and i do realise
you
and
my love

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, Kan, pu chd india

HYPOCRACY HUANTS MY SOUL

many a times
i get an array of questionair
from my spoilt brain

is it me making you jolt with a minor ruffle in the air
i prefer to keep quite

heart asks me
love!
is it me
making a lot mess of you

i still prefer not to respond

i ignore the critiques
and bouquets alike

i let my soul rest in imaginations
of its own

i know the torch lit the Nature
smoke has to be their
as Nature was not too advanced
when it created
people like me

i often wander
some time physically
and the rest is unknown

as i have the instinct to evolve further
but
i do know
evolution has a limitation of its own
and
retrogressive evolution is too common in the bio-world

and i happen to be a part of this entire existential parlains

i tell my soul
relax
that's the most price less gift of you

i get lost with
my friends around

but a questionair
haunts me
day and night

is it institutionalization of hypocracy

i get jolted

but the truth remains as such

and i accept
as it comes me

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, Kanudha.s,shipra.v, bbps rohini delhi, dps rk puram new delhi, pu chd. india.

ME AND MY HEART

ME AND MY HEART
i have tried many a times to know my heart
i kept my vision open to allow the fresh air
and i love my univ
to know my heart

i make friends
to please my heart

my shingly bird
told me to live in present

i have done a nice job
i have removed the past and future tense

may be
this will help me a lot
to know my heart

every morning
i'm ready for my work place
but my heart says what's the need of a work place

i told him a lot of market economy
as my shingly bird is good at micro-analysis of advanced studies and that too
which have more relevance in the competitive world of today

it listens for a short while
somehow i goad it to my workplace

it gets annoyed at so many things around
i like this, i love and i do this

i have tried hard to convince
it's not your wish
that prevails round the clock
every one has his/her own prerogatives
and likes/dislikes too

it listens for a moment
and forgets all
the other moment

i and my heart
quarrel too often
and find no solution

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v(ministry of defence), Kanudha.s, pu chd india

LOVE OF GEOMATRIC MORPHS

LOVE:
-geomatric morph is a nano-bio-tech-terminological word:

-When two bio-potential entities are exactly similar in their structural cardinals but differ only in 3-D aspets+electrostatic cardinals.

-Nature has used this bio-methodology to create executive bio-files (~,==exc.files of computer software) to drive the evolutionary ladder in multi-disciplinary aspects.

-It is a very crucial aspect in genetical engineering and advanced immunological research.

-But love, my geo-matric morphs are very special people with me.

_i go to market with them. Pass time with them and feel at top of the world with them.

_ one day i saw a charming yellow-blue sparrow. I was busy at my pc writing a beautiful message for my shingly bird. It came thro' the open door of my balcony and sat at my plasma screen without any hassle. I was moved by it's fearless behaviour.

-I saw its penetrating eyes it was looking me eye to eye straight as if some old friend got the chance to meet after years together.

-I thought it must be sick otherwise a bird can't afford that luxurious liberty with humans (at the least)

-After a few moments: it starting asking me questions: i was surprised to hear human language thro' a bird.

-It asked love! where are your geomatric morphs:
- i was not sure how to respond but my nervous system probably was too attuned to speak to a bird.

-it's response was something like this:
when they studied at the bal bharti school
-it interrupted me: there are many such schools in delhi!
-i got a bit jolted by its general knowledge
-some how i resumed my version

-yeh its rohini branch
-it said o key it's fine now -continue love!

- well! i visited that apostle of knowledge many a times
but for me it was a place of worship instead of knowledge
you know love
when you love your beings around
you start loving what ever they represent for
their yearly get-together appears to me more than a romantic movie til date
i relive the environs every moment of mine

-and love!
my morphs
yeah! a replica of psyche
when they used to visit their tutorial place
i often waited for their phone calls: of course the message was same every day: come and take us to home

-and love!
when clouds made their thunderous applause around
i often went to drop them in my car
but if car was not their due to some reasons
i boarded a rickshaw for them on way to their school

-and love!
till such time the rickshaw was out of my sight (visible range) i contiued to observe them going to their target point

-and love!
at my office
bad thoughts haunted me all the day
bullshit rickshaw: god forbid some unwanted may not occur as the traffic of delhi is horrible.

-and love
till such time i got myself informed that they have come back to home after late mid-day
i felt restless and less involved in my own crunch.

-it interrupted
is it so
and where are they now

- i replied

-at my heart

(to be continued)

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v,Kanudha.s,navu,ricks,bbps rohini delhi, riddu,dps rk puram new delhi,pu chd india

LOVE OF LICHENS

- love,
i don't write for the gallery
you see
love has been a fundamental force thro' the times
i know we know a better lot
thanks to our scientists
but base of nerves remains at the core of love

-i see the sun has arisen
clock puts in me
the sense of discipline
and i rush to my workplace

-i retire with the sun
but my heart wakes up
it asks me millions of questions
and
me a poor chap
knows nothin how to stop its querries

-i have read a beautiful plant
lichens - as the initiated few call them

-you see love
-lichen is unique plant
it consists of two altogether diff genera- one fungi another is algae
both reside and combine to form a single exterior unity

-algae manufacture the food
while fungal partner elaborates its physique to form a protective layer( body) around algae

-You see love
Nature is great

-it gives you
if problems
but solutions too

-i think and put on my pc
and just go on

-that's the beauty of love
the love of symbiosis
like lichens

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v(ministry of defence),Kanudha.s,bbps rohini delhi, dps rk puram new delhi, pu chd india.

EXOTIC LOVE

-LOVE
YOU HAVE ENTERED MY SOUL AS A BIG SURPRISE
but i know beauty is too exotic
and my little heart
too airy of its capabilities

-my brain always asks it
look my little heart
broaken heart is a horrible disease
and people like you
hardly realise beyond hellucination
the poor chap says
i know many psychiatric friends
who are specialist in neuro-psychiatry

-my brain wonders
is my heart is inclined to commit suicide
but it does know
a super -specialist neuro-psychiatric
never allows a sick heart to die such a short life

-it advises my little friend
look love
-have a simple life
and love is there alaround
why you look for an exotic beauty

-my heart
a damn arrogant
retorts back
shut up
i know a better lot

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, Kan, bbps rohini delhi, dps rk puram new delhi, pu chd

NANO-TECH OF LOVE

-my heart often pulls me up and down
the querries comes like a soft-programme running on itself
i do say
love
wait for a few moments
but it never listens

-it's why's and but's haunt me
if i sleep
it becomes more powerful rather
and shuts off my brain very easily

-i get up inbetween
have something to eat
and drink a nice soft drink
but
it says
i haven't done so
-for a bullshit lollypop

-i laugh at its nuances
but it frowns back at me
says
you a damn guy with me
i ask
hold down my little friend

-it says
no damn it

-i put my memories
on active mode
in a quest to befool it

-and it says
you're a big fool with me

-i retire back to let its fumes cool down
see through my love
it soothes like cobra snake

-i wonder
at its anger

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v (ministry of defence),kan,navu,ricks,astha.b,pu chd, bbps rohini delhi, dps rk puram new delhi

MY HAEART HAS FORGOTTEN COMMONSENSE

- I feel sleepy
but my quest remains
it has horizons linked with you

-heart is never on my side
and it fights too often with my little brain

-it's single querry remains the same
where is she now-a-days

-i have pacified it
many a times

-i tried hard
to convince a common sense

-but my heart
it knows upto 8th senses
but says i have the liberty
to forget
the commonsense

-i try hard
with another
-it says it's a lollypop

-and asks where is she
now-a-days

-one day
it compelled me to visit her hostel

-i tried hard
look my little friend
she has passed out

-but
it says
i don't believe you

-it was scorching heat
and my heart was looking for
antarctic winds
at the doorsteps

-i parked my car
and tried to convince
she has passed out

-but it says
look those beauties around
she must be
somewhere
amongst them

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v,Kanudha.s,bbps rohini delhi,dps rk puram new delhi, pu chd.India

PSYCHOLOGY OF BIOWARFARE

Love!
biowar is a unique nano-bio-technology
it primarily involves the bacteria,virus and genetically engineered genotides(-genosides)

you can understand by a few examples: commonly and naturally occuring are anthrax, plasmodium,pasteurella(bubonica),AIDS, and geometric morphs.

but we are not to enumerate their types

war is a micro-techno-maneouvrability on a scale of time and space flared by psychological factors of paranoids,phobias and neurotic convulsions on large scale(mass based) and helped by geomatrics of climates
but love

remember a limiting factor of quantum physics applied in advanced nano-bio-tech

it's

INNOCULUM: total no. of germs per unit area and per unit time as applied on the basis of darwin's theory of geometric ratio of bio-units,selectivity(on time and space),genetic recombination(on both sides host/parasite),survival of fittest and latest methodology of immunology on pseudo-target cells(micro-gene-tech)basis.

so love

tell your friends

don't act in frenzy

have patience and fight back

source inspiration: neha c'.s space

I FORGET THE REALITY CRUNCH WITH YOUR INTOXICATION

love,
i recall so many times a day
' I NEVER PROMISED YOU ROSEGARDENS'
and you know love
i go every day
to my univ
to my rose garden of my city beautiful-chandigarh,india

well!
love, fatasy is good than the bullshit world around
it's more real than the hypocratic thorns around

and you have given me this insight of my being around

you know love why
i often talk of gene-language
it's jargon to all except a few
and that few
a heart is needed to decipher the software
it's not too tough
but the commands are hidden

and you have given me
the hidden commands

i'll tell the advance bio some time later on
but love
that moment is long
so i forget myself
at your intoxication

source inspiration: neha c'.s space

YOU LIBERATE MY SOUL

- Love!
moments of what to do
and the haunting relevance
i go the down and upswing
with you
and i find an anchar
in the stormy waters

-beauty of my tribe is too opertunistic
and you never let an opertunity to let me down
i have learned the survival instinct
as you grow with me

-dark and day
they come with your thoughts
and i do learn market economy
i know my shingly bird
she is fast asleep at this hrs
- you go to my love
say her
happy friendship day

-but her sleep is too tender
touch her himalayan hair
you'll get your niche
but you've to remember
you're to come back
to tell me
about
her antartic eyes
you know love!
i find a way to live
with the glow of antarctica

-you shake hands gentle
her beautiful fingers
resemble you in content and colour
and don't forget you

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v,astha.b, pu chd

MY MAGNOLIAN LOVE

-there is a small and smart magnolia plant
in my univ-bot gardens

-i visit to see it flowers
it calls me from great distances
i feel it's love right at my heart

-it looks me like your eyes
and i let it go
i put my gentle
see its white pink flowers
and inhales its frag
very deep in one go

-i get my world of my own being
it asks me
how are you my friend
if talks in silence
it catches my heart waves
and we converse
with no let off the secret love

-you know
-love of secret nerves
its like you
like your inner half

-may be it resembles
a lot of me
and we are together

-like my magnolia plant
of my univ

she is my present perfect love
like you
like your eyes
and like your nerves

-and we stand together
in silence
like my magnolia plant
in my univ

-source inspiration: neha c'.s space

SELF LOVE

Love !!
have you ever observed a person in dress
yes, i am talking of armed forces
you know love
they are wonderful people on this earth
i do love indian armed forces as do i american armed forces
reason is very simple
they love a love
and you know love
they know their uncertain love
and that's why they keep a photograph of their love
in the pockets
see these photographs quite often
not only at front
but during their very special moments

i have preserved my love in separate folder
and i hope this software doesn't play truant with me

but i know loosing a love
and living with and without love
how it changes your life

and love i know a lot of 50% of love you can call one way trffic in modern e-world
but love it hardly matters for a person like me who has been attuned to live a hard life as defined by the great ever scientist Darwin
and his theory of survival of fittest remains in every DNA molicules of mine.

you know love why this is so
simple
a love gives you a hope to live with

and well you can ask
what's there if you loose your love

you see love
love is not selfish
it also tells you
how to live
without a love-in your living environs

yes love
love is a force
love is complete in itself
and it makes you
complete in yourself

source inspiration:neha c'.s space, shipra.v,kan.,astha.b,pu chd

UNCERTAIN LOVE

-my twister love asked me
love! what exactly happens when you're in love
i saw her antarctic eyes
she seemed very serious this time
i saw her himalayan hair
i felt a soothing niche of my own

-but i was hasitant to reply

-she opined
love, is it so difficult scenario around

-i kept my calm
but my heart felt restless
my brain was absorbed at her beautiful zeans
is there something in the jeanz
i smiled
but i was too serious at my soul

-you see love
love is a horrible existential phenomenon
it starts very difficult
gets fulfilled in rare of the rarest chances
and gets evaporated like acetone

-she interrupted me
love!
what is this acetone

-i replied: acetone is a base chemical used in nail-polishes
it acts as a polish removal agent too
but it's boiling tempertature is below zero degree celsius

-she laughed: do you mean a love in a very cold environs is rather more strong and lasting one

-i didn't react
she felt astonished at my way of uncertain behaviour

-but love!
i spoke very soft: it's most limiting factor
she said what?
i repeated in a high breath: the uncertainty of love factor

-she said: do you mean love is a factor
i didn't say anything
she said: oh' sorry, i forgot that you're very hard of mathematics

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, shipra.v, Kan., pu chd