black roses...contd

my FM is tuned to : like this :
'tera intzar hei : aa za.."

its very rare
my heart gets struck to an old melody

probably its your choice
that gets transformed into my psyche

of course the time factor is always overwhelming
its 1.14AM, as usual , my sleep is inclined on your signals
you being well at your dream world

my heart makes fool of me
getting awakened all the hrs

I accept the nonsense around
probably in a quest to know off my own intentions

I know
every moment brings its own queries
with no end at sight

but that's the way
I spend
what's at my disposal

vac cum running at the roots
all the ways
before I pen down

I ask myself
is it enough of me
for all the moments for me

I ask
with no crystal replies

but the quest
it remains intact

as I speed thro'
to chisel my thoughts

source: shipra.v

OCEANIC ANTIMATTER

Anti-matter is a scientific postulate
it is somewhere in between a black hole and the matter of Universe
empirically it can be an endless source of energy

negative use is too immense and beyond description

at present I am referring to your love

When lone moments look beyond sadistic magnetic beams
aimed at my inner half

I look beyond my mundanes

I wonder
whether if
I stand for some meaning at all

day, night pass by
at my naive nerves
describing you and your love
with me
at the threshold of hallucination

child at my heart
goad me quite quick

never mind

a new start is at your arm's length

I start my new beginning
at every day and night

find
the start
ends at the usual end

I wonder
if you're
a start
or an end

or an end itself

I look at myself
without a mirror
but confronting your e-book

source: shipra.v

PINK ROSES

I was surfing for existential targets
generally not my cup of tea
as it taxes me a lot of energy

probably

Its too simple to know
why I remain focused on your thoughts

I chanced to read a mail by infosyian

it evoked a chain of thoughts
as I found me somewhere at the backdrop of the mail

except that I lack a concept of home
at my heart
may be
one day

you'll accompany me
to that exotic feels

I miss all the time
while on net

may be
you have a nerve of that lonely moments

but hardly to make out

where the twins
meet
if at all

source: shipra.v