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INFLOURESCENCE..COND..29.11.09

crown in the jewels
or jewel in the crown
its the way
time and space drive the equations
for gen to come and realise
probably with the hardest nerves ever

the hidden forces
deep written on every face

a millionth lot
get swept and consumed up
over the nano seconds

the lasting fag end
very few make a sense of it
that's the core
make the jewels either way

but such a horrific sacrifice
probably meaning less on entity basis

Do I search that horrific ends
to realise you
may be

the early moments of mornings
may decipher

my heart feels
its too much nonsense that worth the nerves

probably that's what We all have to fight out
with or without the glamour
the elixir of time

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..CONTD.29.11.09..1255AM

I WAS party to a marriage conglomeration just previous seconds
every body looked hooked to their relevance of choice
I was only man odd to the environs
standing alone at place
with some eateries at hand
passing time to locate you

u came in a palki
the wedding dress u wore was taunting me
I generally avoid dress code
this day I acclimatised to the dress code
a hope at the heart
you may realise me
and say yes to my feels

but I know
your commitments
too nervous at time
gone beyond a space of reconcile

me the die hard
still looked to the horizon

as if you will change your mind

come running to embrace my soul

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..Contd..27.11.09

Stability and change
probably whirlwind of existential parlains
but how to define and get to know

may be generations put their whole
the fruits of mango tree

but where is the mango

I was strolling back on the Rajpath
negotiating the modern way of traffic

every body in a hurry to leave
I did wonder
what is the hurry about
may be their home bound affiliations
or their own monotony quotient
love factor seems too less
at all levels

I was amused at the views of Army Brass at the International meet for fourth gen threats
one out of one million works

my heart asked : Is that true
I looked around
the colours of senior hierarchy were shining like your Himalayan hair

my heart again intervened
how about this stupid relativity

I kept mum
till this stupid pc becomes my relevance of existence

probably my heart got the reply
its silence tells more
what is written on the walls

source: shipra.v

CHEMOTHERAPY..Contd..25.11.09

A nation is built over generation
may be,
has destructive quotient very sharp
that's what our present know how tells us

who is responsible
and for what

I was probably lost in the questions
the theme developed thro' the time
available with me
Is that,
I was searching myself
the conceptual unity approached at a point

janpath a love lane of my mundanes
it speaks to me
through the ages
morning and eves

I do wonder
at every feel
day by day
as I cross this unison of historicity

I left my univ
to embrace the present

probably forgot
the time runs too fast
to acknowledge any faux paus

I still wonder
with steps in steps
every eve

you at a short distance to this eventful happenings
I do struggle to find the relevance
with your existence

with a plots of thoughts
written on hazy pages
of my software

I have developed it through hard labour and lazor finished penetration
but still I find it's too short of being impermeable

the onslaught of reality
my whole array of sophistication and tech know how gets torn out

I am left with
the same Janpath of my mundane

I start again
every eve
with another relevance

with another vengeance
to be critical of falls

my hearts wonder
at my highs

but I am more concentrated on my nanonic present

whether this combine
shall bring closer

I search through your Himalayan hair
with concocted romance

source: panchi, shipra.v, Kiran.m, pu chd

CHEMOTHERAPY

at too often moments
the challenge of defeat
and the injustice of Nature
they tease me
if I can't do anything
to change the times
in my favour

my heart
goads me
like the the Lord Krishna
come stand
its nothin
you stand to loose
if you accept the defeat

I wonder at all
what's this war going on

what for

another onslaught
I get going
as if this is the only way out

search my soul
if its with me

I find it in deep breath

why its sleeping
when I am at war

how this mismatch

I recall you

may be you have
the elixir
that can make me win

source: shipra.v

BLACK ROSES..Contd..19.11,09

often and more than frequent I wonder at my being around
the stirring soul and impatient heart with dumpy brain
I search my biosphere
standing at the first available moment
in a reclusion of hazy waves
running my psyche

probably I search you
somewhere inside my

whether your aura has been so impervious
or it has overtaken all what I remain at my interiors
I struggle at every moment with me

find some meaning
of vaccum
still too mundane

making an array of nostalgic beats
letting to resonate
with my present

may be I find myself
where I lost my own

sometime
live environs around
it speaks a lot
in a quest to relate with me

I the delinquent
waiver too hard

on the bubbles
where you have been

source: shipra.v

WINNER AT HEART..316Hrs 19.11.09

complexities of modern life
and my little heart
with so slow brain
and untidy nerves

I remain on survival lane
on my way
with the fast changing mundanes

I wonder
whether if ever
this has any relevance at all

my brain this time works like this intellectual girl
and says
you see my Love!!
you better apply less brain at all stupid nerves around

be happy with the little thins like I do

I do have an intense moments
with the sane advice

working to hr at the work
yes
its the way
the meaning searching soul

probably I prefer
It shall rest with your heart around

like a soldier
at the front line
with all of his at home

I do ask
Where that

my little nerves now get perplexed
and fail to know
far less decipher

what do I actually mean to myself

source: shipra.v

BLACK ROSES..17.11.09

my best brains remain sterile enough
the monotony hit hard at all corners

remaining relevant with euphoric feels
probably its the biggest causality

I search thro' all my hard disc
in a strive hard quest to know the remedy

it seems the end is not there in any way

But my search remains relevant
ever before

may be that's the only logical nerves at my heart

modern or otherwise
the depth of reclusions
all trials
and stories of sciences
the ways and ends

it points to fathomless

I know
the reply too simple
but it looses its relevance
every second
I traverse

may be
that's the way

I remain obsessed
with my oblivion
of new found land

of your love

source: shipra .v

INFLOURESCENCE..CONTD..17.11.09 455Hrs

yesterday I thought
probably I can't cope with such a crushing work

this morning
I am again as tough and unpredictable as ever
some it all makes me wonder

what's there gets me going without a defined cause

your obsession may be one
but that's a self created hypnosis

Is there something
nostalgic magnetic appeals
that fetch that magnetic storms of relevance

I look deep at your orkut profile
you've disabled all my entrances
presuming me to be a troubleshooter

but probably you and me forget one aspect
I am trouble shooter for myself only

every other moment
I do ask
what's this all for

my heart whispers
may be
it's the only dew drops
on the bubbles of the blue

I again steer clear of mundanes
see straight in the sky

As if you have come alive over the heights
with warmth of your spread arms

at a nano distance
to embrace my soul

source: shipra.v

INFLORESCENCE..CONTD..15.11.09..2015Hrs

A day shall come
I will shower the universe
with your love
hovering around
to find
what I have left for you

but I do wonder
at my little and squeezed heart
what will I do

magnanimous moments are by default a sudden entity
not planed or created
my heart finally comes with a logical scientific explanation

Now I see around
in a quest to find you
may be
you shall stand beside me
In the hrs of test

I hardly know
whether I'll survive the onslaughts
and infights of my own being
in a zealous zeal t0 find you

suddenly a shower of the blue
it comes
and say
look !! I have not being formed by a simple process

I look and wonder at its wisdom
recall and process that of mine

I try
whether it wants to boost me
or say simply quit

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..15.11.09

hrs and hearts have probably developed hyper velocity of change in the quest to manipulate each other

who shall be the winner
probably none

tech will not reconcile the gone by
heart shall be too psyzophrenic by the turn of clock

but why it's so

reasons may be many

one is the mismatch of likes and likes
some times I do feel
its millionth better to love these beautiful machines
rather be obsessed with your exotic company of the vivid

my heart now intervenes
it says
you're damn fool
too much experimentation with emotions
its creating vaccum out of thin airs

I stay silent
look the horizon

where
probably you have gone
for the meanings

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..Contd.14.11.09.1.38Hrs

some time I see a blizzard at the other end of Horizon
many things pass thro' my dumpy brain
it has a lot to engulf and make
the process is developing

suddenly my heart intervenes like this little girl
Hell !!! and big big !! Hell !! with your head
Go to a psychiatrist
gotta got some very nice and good pills
you need extra dose
you see my beloved love

I am left with no words
I recalls you
and your moments with me

may be your seclusion at the other end of world
it has imploded with magnetic reclusion
devoid of variety
every heart looks for

One day
you see my Love!!

We shall visit my Mc dee
but I'll prefer my hot choclate fudge

source: shipra.v, Kiran.m

PHYSIOLOGICAL BOOST BEYOND RELATIONS

Probably the minuscule minority have the bliss of realisation that something strong boost lies beyond the relationship quotient as understood in common parlains of know how!!
metaphysical interpretations may have a remote relativity to make a meaning out of this jargon

our ways become too monotonous the other second at disposal owing to mundane crunch

may be ecclesiastical nomenclature is another way of understanding what I imply here

but its only quarter of the wholesome I intend to acknowledge

Is that Nature has bestowed upon some ones this exotic faculty

may be true

I have to go by the books over this

but how does it matter at all

Probably the three faculties of humane understanding may prove a point
Its understanding, realisation, internalisation and actualisation

the last is more difficult to achieve as its result in a state of existence where all known and undefined barriers cease to have effect at all

and that what
we all look forward
in our different array of live world all around

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..14.11.09

its a mail sent by one the happening heart in my environs

the product of the environs
we stand to the tune of time, space too

but is it
suddenly a storm stirs the soul
accidentally of ours

I was driving fast the romantic roads of Punjab and Rajasthan
I knew the acquaintances with me
a moment of ephemeral world of mine

but I have already metamorphosed to a lone driver

I do miss you
where I happen to be

my heart asks how far
my silent response
as far as I ticks for

but that's not the way of thins around

I brush aside
the mundanes with restrictions

I am never alone

my heart says
U're simply lieing

I brush aside
but with a silence

the one that prevails from
the winds that come
while brushing the left over space

you just left
with a hurry of happening

It again asks
are you that mad

I keep silent
in a quest to know myself

source: shipra.v, Kiran.m

INFLOURESCENCE.13.11.09

Its 3.12 AM With me
I know your clock at least
ticks to that of my heart

you lost at your oblivion
probably too parallel
may never meet
like a track of Railway

but Love!
space and time
its beyond your control too

Tracks has to unite somewhere
may be momentary
to be relevant

my relevance looks for your himalayan hair
may be
scorching of live
one moment shall come
my soul looks under your shadow

I know that momentary co-factor
may be too immense
but meaningless either way

as your thoughts
my only de facto reality crunch

my hardy nerves
the survival instinct
and your distance

I find romance
at the bubbles
of the blue

source: Mani se, Shipra.v, Kiran.m, pu chd India

INFLOURESCENCE.CONTD..12.11.09

work to find a relation with your inner half
probably its too enigmatic connotation

but it works like a pill
may be for the day
nights are again challenging
with another dose of lethal vacuum

but that's how the live world has to got manoeuvred
bit a bit
over a time

space is yours
too distant
but
a makeshift relevance
it lets to forget
the haughty nerves

I litterally finished my job with approximate strength

I sometime equate the equation of this mis-found love
with that of "brahamkumaris"

I used to wonder
the way such people find their own meanings

but you remain to learn a lot
with the hitherto "garbaged" thoughts

is it the work
the ultimate elixir
probably not

environment seduction is what
that shall prove to be one

but where is that
is it with you

but you doesn't fit
where I happen to pulsate around

is that the un-answered equation
I search day and night
with your ghost at my dumpy soul

I do ask
but with a little difference

as if
I have n hidden jealous feels
to survive hard

with or without

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..11.11.09

this day a lot different to my profile of job

I was getting the presentation material on power point
its different when you happen to be too naive
all senses applied together
get the miniscule of the maximum

but probably the learning quotient is at its heights
unseen unfelt and least realised

I forgot to remember you till I reached at home
my pc is probably the most direct connection
with your being alive in my world of
happenings and mis-happenings

your orkut profile
and me the learner every time

again I started to learn at power point
the unlearned aspects often goad me to excel at the nerves
but these too occupied with you

I solved a lot
and shall apply to tom morrow's job
but intermittent incursion of your presence
it serves a refreshing glimpse

but I do ask
how far

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE.9.11.09

my heart has a shape
somewhat you see in this picture
every time a learner
a defeater
and euphemistic
with your obsession
time-less entity on your equation

me probably like the cat
staring what she tries on her laptop
the combine is unique in millionth

I try my way to come of this combination
but fall back to the old reclusions
as the future is too hazy
and you secluded in your world

but its enthusiastic tone
somehow brings
what probably is naive at my nerves

so I go
and gets going on

till I retire
with disdain

not finding you
anywhere near me

I do ask
the same qerry
too old
what's all about

source: shipra.v

INFLOURESCENCE..9.11.09

MY clock ticks at 4.27 AM
I am tossing the ideas and thoughts
which has shaped my way of being around
and the obsession of being with me
as a defacto default happening

nearby Shakurbasti railway terminal
I simply listening to the Engine siron off and on

this place has seen me too frequent
for my cousins
now their life has drifted them away

I knew in the inception
the ephemeral relevance
of acquittance's and related ones

time may put another shower
with another relevance
I shall show the usual warmth

my heart asks
how much pains
You have suffered
while negotiating past warmth's

I simply remain a docile listener
life is that way only

I visit your orkut profile as if some elixir is there
immediate shot of relevance

my heart again laughs at me
probably I have forgotten to laugh

may be its meaning as become
to enigmatic to me

and I do ask myself
why

is it you
or I am made of such a stuff

source: shipra.v, Dr.Astha, Dr.Aditi

INFLOURESCENCE..8.11.09

week ends bring a testing time
introvert people like me
probably they have to
choosy is the bliss of Nature
not too common

My heart waivers with the thoughts
from the blues

I am left with
superimposed manoeuvre

I do ask
why the insane nerves have last finish

may be
you're hard to define the ends
my dumpy brain has a last laugh

me the docile chap
with this stupid machine

pen down your un-intended whims

as if
all belong to me

later moments
find
dirt all along

but probably
love of the dust
may be
its the default defacto occurrence

and whether
I have accepted

I ask my self

source: mani se, shipra.v, pu chd india

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'Tough woman' cop hailed Fort Hood hero

From Mallory Simon and Jim Spellman, CNN

November 6, 2009 6:09 p.m. EST

Kimberly Munley, here in an image from Twitter, is a civilian police officer credited with stopping the gunman.

STORY HIGHLIGHTS

• NEW: Neighbors describe hero officer as enforcer of her street
• Officer Kimberly Munley shot gunman four times at Fort Hood, general says
• General says Munley acted "pretty amazing and aggressive"
• Watch CNN special investigation at 8 p.m. ET Saturday on CNN TV

The CNN Special Investigations Unit drills down on the causes and the impact of the Fort Hood shootings at 8 p.m. ET Saturday on CNN TV.

Fort Hood, Texas (CNN) -- The police officer who ended the Fort Hood massacre by shooting the suspect is known as the enforcer on her street, a "tough woman" who patrolled her neighborhood and once stopped burglars at her house.

"If you come in, I'm going to shoot," Kimberly Munley told the would-be intruders last year.

It was Munley who arrived quickly Thursday at the scene of the worst massacre at an Army base in U.S. history, where 13 people were killed. She confronted the alleged gunman, Maj. Nidal Malik Hasan, and shot him four times. Munley was wounded in the exchange.

That's just like her, friends and family say.

"I just felt more protected knowing she was on my street," neighbor Erin Houston said.

Munley, the mother of a 3-year-old girl, lives on a street where a lot of homes are vacant because so many residents are deployed at war in Iraq and Afghanistan.

"We sleep a lot safer knowing she's on the block," said Sgt. William Barbrow, another neighbor.

When Bryan Munley heard that his sister-in-law thwarted the alleged gunman in a shootout, he wasn't surprised.

"There's nothing that stands in her way. It completely makes sense that she did what she did," he said from Downingtown, Pennsylvania. "It was amazing. Without her, there would have been a lot more people killed."

Video: Fort Hood hero a 'strong woman'

Video: General says officer acted quickly

He added, "She is definitely a tough woman."

Munley, 34, is being treated for her wounds. Her father, former Carolina Beach, North Carolina, Mayor Dennis Barbour, said his daughter is doing well.

"Her efforts were superb," said Col. Steven Braverman, the base hospital commander.

Lt. Gen. Bob Cone, Fort Hood's commanding general, described Munley as a "trained, active first responder" who acted quickly after she "just happened to encounter the gunman."

"Really a pretty amazing and aggressive performance by this police officer," he said.

Cone said Munley and her partner responded "very quickly" to the scene -- reportedly in about three minutes.

On social networking sites, she was lauded for her actions. One Facebook fan page was called "Sgt. Kimberly Munley: A Real American Hero" and had more than 1,400 members.

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"My prayers for a fast recovery as well as my sincere thanks of an outstanding job," one person wrote. One woman added, "U got some brass balls, girl ... u r my hero!!!!"

Authorities say Hasan, an Army psychiatrist, opened fire at a military processing center at Fort Hood on Thursday, killing 13 and wounding 30 others.

Cone was asked on CNN's "American Morning" whether Munley's shots brought down the assailant and stopped him from shooting.

"That's correct," Cone said. "The critical factor here was her quick response to the situation."

Bryan Munley said Munley is married to his brother, Staff Sgt. Matthew Munley. He said Matthew was in Downingtown, outside Philadelphia, visiting his family when the shootings happened. The couple, married since 2006, have a 3-year-old daughter named Jayden.

She is definitely a tough woman.
--Bryan Munley

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• Fort Hood
• Shootings
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Bryan Munley said Matthew had recently been transferred to Fort Bragg in North Carolina and has done two tours in Iraq. Kimberly was trying to find a job in North Carolina and was hoping to move there soon, Matthew said.

Matthew was at Fort Bragg on Friday, trying to get a flight to Texas to see his wife.

A page on Twitter lists the name "Kim Munley" of Killeen, Texas, near Ford Hood. It has a photo of a female police officer with the name "Kim Munley" on her uniform.

Its bio blurb has particular resonance in the aftermath of the incident.

"I live a good life....a hard one, but I go to sleep peacefully @ night knowing that I may have made a difference in someone's life."