BLACK ROSES.contd.2240hrs

some times i feel as if the fool around
i ask my black roses to come off their exotic relevance with me
they smile as if asking me to wait till clock clicks
i understand a lot
but it proves too inconspicuous to my nerves

i struggle my way
what my univ happened to bestow upon me

may be the struggle part remains intact
whilst the left over is lost to undefined parlains of Nature

i see the evolving times ahead
backdrop of memories
and my heart
too incompatible

is that i have to ask for similes
all the time ahead

is that reality that hard to internalise
i find replies
but hardly afford to accept

i see at cruelty of Nature
ask myself
is that what i negotiate
day and night

i ask and reply myself

probably i have gone a bit wary
of the nostalgic movements

but what the present stands for
my black roses
they smile again
i stare at their smile

as i find
something
this time

or
is that
its another way to escape realities
i ask my black roses

source: shipra.v

WHERE ARE YOU MY LOVE

i was getting my car retuned
the mechanical work extended too far
at the end of the tiring inning
a lot still left to be done

but my heart remained hooked to you
all the time
may be its first priority is your love
it knows
silence is welcoming me at home
probably it has
some hopes
some day
when i return home
you may be there
with your arms with warmths of the world
studded with magnolias fresh

i see your scintillating beautiful hair
at your pictures
that too stolen

but love listens no way of inhibitions

may be it's a desire
of the horizons
but horizons are so silent

i might have evolved to that silence

but my heart
it never looses hope

source: shipra.v