NEW YEAR

i shy away
to say just new year
like in the morning
we say to defence colleagues
"morning"

is it a way of the things around
and inner resolutions
with the days to come off

some time
i feel like moving around
with you
arms around me
we know
breakers are all around
but that's way we are

you may not be around
like the morning
but i will ride
on a bike
to recall you
and say
morning : happy new year

source: shipra.v

SHADY REALITY HAUNTS MY INNER CORE

i have grown to the tunes of time
my univ failed to strive
my hauty nerves

i find hard
to locate a niche

i may reside
with a spread of ocean
my desires
my reality
may it ever unite

i see you
thro' my thoughts

may be
it serves
an array of failing instincts

and me
docile hardy hard
the incompatible
the array of uncanny nerves
fathomless inconsistencies
of my persona
and the reality

it never shades
with my desires

i again strike
a balance
to fight
to the finish

may be finish
is the only fait accompalish
of my hardy heart

source : shipra.v

SOME VERY SECRET DESIRES

IF i am not too optimistic
i find thy love to soothe my heart
i know
another moment
will come crashing
realising
what i haven't

probably
i have fled
over a fly-over
of the time and space
my be true to the extent
i fail to realise
the reality

make my own
may be
i shy away
of the defeats, disdains

but love
its beyond
i know

that's why
i love
what's not there

ask my heart
better not bother

reality is different
too often
a default casualty
of the time
of yours and mine

so i ensconce my self
in your thoughts

source : shipra.v

BOOBY TRAPS

at a time
its all but evasive moments
trap the high fly soul
i got from the horizons

and find with you

i wonder
whys and whats
make so simple lookings
hard to negotiate

i put you and me
somewhere in this framwork

in a vainfull but zealous zeal
to find
how it happens

enviorns are too good
so may be the trap

i look you
besides me
find a lot
decipher my feels
forget the means

but the results remains
at where they are

you at a distance
me too
they never try to meet

i negotiate
the booby trap
thy love
it bestows
where i wander

source: shipra.v

DROPS OF LOVE

since my begining of inning
with me
i searched
the drops of love
of relevance
the equations proved too hard

me a naive
with a phathomfull know-how

search you
on this net

have put your orkut profile
on my bookmarks

every time
my heart asks
the age old
how you look alike
where do you fit
in my twisted environs

the inflourescene of my euphoric half
equate you
too far too less
but always

i search my meanings
with that of yours

source: shipra.v