PINK ROSES..Contd

most of it goes like
as if I find short of a picture
capable to focus my thought for a meaning

which I fail too often to decipher
like a bad guy
woven with its own cob-web of making and dismantling

but the truth hardly stops my heart to remain at hallucinations
of your thoughts

pensive as it happen to be
I curse its course of action

wonder if
your presence with me
may be a misfit for your fencies

I try hard to change course
with my sticky heart
with its thoughts

some times I do try to make sense
of your feels

when you glance my obsessions

I know a women heart is from Venice

is that the only reality
I have to know of

I strive hard
day and night

what is after this cyclic concept of being around

will you be an elixir
at all
or remain the hallucinating fall

may be
I am not aware off

my heart intervenes
where is the need at all

you're stupid damn fool
how does it matter
even after
you realise the end
at the start

I feel too hard
at the unsavory postures

may be
the obsession is too beyond
the life around

source ; shipra.v