LOST FIGURES

Its rare to find computer games with lasting exuberant feels
so is with thins around
may be at work the discipline factor fetches a relevance till 5.30hrs

what makes my heart to stick at your thoughts
I struggle thro' my know how

may be
one day
I'll be able to purchase the magnolias
for your Himalayan hair

whether
that's the only eventuality
for such a lasting effort
I ask myself
while goading me
not to search you at orkut
as
nothin is for me

adding numbers of visitors
its too monotonous

whether
I write
in that vainfull way
I ask my heart

till
the other moments
bring
a shallow of thoughts

too usual
as my feels
with the vacuum

day and night
I look for
a moment
and ask my heart

visualising you
somewhere
at CP's corridors

but why CP
may be I've lost too much
in search of my being
near and around

but there are plenty of places
all with loss accounts

I remain focused
not to loose you

whether that shall will ever have
day of lights
I search the calender

where that has gone
the Diwali of my lights

I ask the sun
better shade
for a while

may be
my lights
forget their way

I ask myself

source:shipra.v